Mother issues. Will I ever heal?

Hi,


I have been reading about Chiron Conjunct the Moon in the birth chart and It talks about mother issues.



To contextualize you: My mother is a recovering addict (prescription drugs and money problems). Since I was little she has played the guilt card on me, making me feel responsible for her well being. Threatening to abandon me since a small age and she always had me grabbed onto her leg to avoid her leaving. Growing up I feel like I have developed abandonment issues. She is better now but I dont feel like I have forgiven her or a feel deeply hurt still.



I also believe this has taken a toll on my personal relationships because I tend to become clingy when people try to leave, just like I acted when my mother tried to abandon me. I really want to work on those issues and let go of the burden because I don't want to carry it all my life.



Can you help me understand this mother-daughter relationship by looking at my moon conjunct chiron? Are there any other aspects that suggest this hard relationship?


thank you

You also have stressful aspects between the sun, pluto, and saturn suggesting that your identity development has been restricted by controlling, manipulative behaviour as well as a heavy responsibility burden. The moon conjunct chiron seems to indicate that your mum is wounded and that she was really like a child rather than the parent and now you have been wounded. You will probably heal by helping others heal as the chiron story goes.