Hard square aspect in the chart

A cross

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So like in the tile, my chart have many square aspect created a grand cross.the problems are all round my childhood and family, aslo with my personallity is under hard aspect of saturn(One of the reason why my childhood was filled with argument and discipline).I would like to ask is there any aspect that help me with this major problem or I have to overcome all of this pressureby myself 😭😭😢.In addition, my Neptune is on the Midheaven so idk what its meaning in life.I've heard that the planet that is the highest is the one represent what things people are going to remember about me.
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