babarobot
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So this summer has been a really rough one for me. Starting in May, I couldn't find a job. My health problems (internal bleeding) got worse as well. Found out I probably couldn't afford to go back to college, as i pay for it all myself and no job/no money=no school.
Next, in early June I found out that there is a very real chance I have cancer. Very problematic for me as I have an autoimmune disorder which would make fighting it off quite difficult to say the least. A few days later a long time boyfriend broke up with me seemingly randomly. Then he wanted me back. Then he didn't. Became really, really depressed.
Mid July my mother lost her job. Dad's work slowed down quite a bit. An autoimmune disorder I have got progressively worse.
Late July I got a job working a few hours a week . I'm not really supposed to be working but can't afford not too. Still searching for a job to pay back my student loans which I will have to start paying soon on account of dropping out. Was hospitalized for internal bleeding. Also became severally anemic by this point. Kicked out of my parents house for a few days because "they couldn't handle the stress" of my depression. Lucklily, they changed their mind when my grandfather got sick.
As of the beginning of August, my grandfather died. I wasn't that close to him, but its just been one event after another. The whole summer I've been drifting deeper in to depression.
I'm not too terribly good at this transit/ progression stuff. I'm guessing the whole jupiter, chiron, neptune in the 6th house. Maybe the whole jupiter association with cancerous growths could be applied here. And...a long shot, but maybe neptune could do with something with the doctors having a hard time figuring out the cause of the bleeding.With chiron being there I'm very much afraid it will get worse before it gets better.
And for the 7th....I wish Uranus would get out of there. Uranus breifly got out of there before it turned retrograde in July. I really don't like the way it interferes with relationships-all of the suddeness.
I was just wondering if there was anything anyone else can see. Why this stuff is happening. If its going to get better anytime soon. I hate to sound so whiney with the title because I know people have it worse, but I really feel so hopeless now. I just keep on running into more and more problems- but thats not too suprising with my natal mars saturn square. I just really feel like I'm trapped.
[note: some astrological interpretation is given so doesn't need to be moved to Greenhorns Lounge - Moderator]
Next, in early June I found out that there is a very real chance I have cancer. Very problematic for me as I have an autoimmune disorder which would make fighting it off quite difficult to say the least. A few days later a long time boyfriend broke up with me seemingly randomly. Then he wanted me back. Then he didn't. Became really, really depressed.
Mid July my mother lost her job. Dad's work slowed down quite a bit. An autoimmune disorder I have got progressively worse.
Late July I got a job working a few hours a week . I'm not really supposed to be working but can't afford not too. Still searching for a job to pay back my student loans which I will have to start paying soon on account of dropping out. Was hospitalized for internal bleeding. Also became severally anemic by this point. Kicked out of my parents house for a few days because "they couldn't handle the stress" of my depression. Lucklily, they changed their mind when my grandfather got sick.
As of the beginning of August, my grandfather died. I wasn't that close to him, but its just been one event after another. The whole summer I've been drifting deeper in to depression.
I'm not too terribly good at this transit/ progression stuff. I'm guessing the whole jupiter, chiron, neptune in the 6th house. Maybe the whole jupiter association with cancerous growths could be applied here. And...a long shot, but maybe neptune could do with something with the doctors having a hard time figuring out the cause of the bleeding.With chiron being there I'm very much afraid it will get worse before it gets better.
And for the 7th....I wish Uranus would get out of there. Uranus breifly got out of there before it turned retrograde in July. I really don't like the way it interferes with relationships-all of the suddeness.
I was just wondering if there was anything anyone else can see. Why this stuff is happening. If its going to get better anytime soon. I hate to sound so whiney with the title because I know people have it worse, but I really feel so hopeless now. I just keep on running into more and more problems- but thats not too suprising with my natal mars saturn square. I just really feel like I'm trapped.
[note: some astrological interpretation is given so doesn't need to be moved to Greenhorns Lounge - Moderator]
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