Hello,
I have a dilemma. I am an unemployed at the time. I have a huge procrastination which is related to a job search.
One year ago I quit my long term job. Long story short I changed positions and some misfortune was hunting me. I felt tired, angry and sick of all the company and I quit. I was in no hurry to look for a new job. I found it late sprint. Every aspect of it was worse than previous job but I felt anxiety of being unemployed and I took it. That was a very big mistake. There was a mobbing against me from my boss and colleagues. And I quit in the end of the summer.
Now I procrastinate to look for a new job again. I feel a big anxiety and shame. I saw a job ad from a company where a lot of my previous colleagues from my long term job now work. It would be the same position with a little bigger salary. But I feel like a looser. My ex colleagues now are team leaders, bosses or in better job positions and I would be applying for the same sh*tty position with low salary.
Should I apply to this company, where a lot of my ex coworkers work?
I have a dilemma. I am an unemployed at the time. I have a huge procrastination which is related to a job search.
One year ago I quit my long term job. Long story short I changed positions and some misfortune was hunting me. I felt tired, angry and sick of all the company and I quit. I was in no hurry to look for a new job. I found it late sprint. Every aspect of it was worse than previous job but I felt anxiety of being unemployed and I took it. That was a very big mistake. There was a mobbing against me from my boss and colleagues. And I quit in the end of the summer.
Now I procrastinate to look for a new job again. I feel a big anxiety and shame. I saw a job ad from a company where a lot of my previous colleagues from my long term job now work. It would be the same position with a little bigger salary. But I feel like a looser. My ex colleagues now are team leaders, bosses or in better job positions and I would be applying for the same sh*tty position with low salary.
Should I apply to this company, where a lot of my ex coworkers work?