Ukpoohbear
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Good idea, after I return from visiting my friend tonight I will but on some binaural beat music and relax. I read that line this morning about 11’s too and it rings true for me. I’ve come to desire being practical because it helps ground me. Things like cooking, cleaning, organising. The organising was taking it a bit far tbh but being practical and Earthy helps ground means gives me a sense of calm in the storm.
About the two-storey thing, I need a reason to do something. I’ve got to be emotionally connected to it to want to learn, which is why I’ve read more about Marilyn Monroe in 6 months than I have in about 5 years I’ve been interested in astrology. Mind you, I have to read books to get closer to Marilyn so I can learn about the smaller details of her life, whereas astrology is more about spirituality to me and I can learn about that by just thinking. But yeah the two-storey thing, I can’t force myself to study. I am studying a degree because I believe it is my purpose in life to become a spiritual teacher for children at school, since I became lost as hell at school and was only met with toxic home and authoritarian teachers for help. So I am building a skyscraper when really it would be easier to become a teacher because I have what it takes. But if I only cared about me having why it takes, I could have become a teacher 10 years ago.
About the two-storey thing, I need a reason to do something. I’ve got to be emotionally connected to it to want to learn, which is why I’ve read more about Marilyn Monroe in 6 months than I have in about 5 years I’ve been interested in astrology. Mind you, I have to read books to get closer to Marilyn so I can learn about the smaller details of her life, whereas astrology is more about spirituality to me and I can learn about that by just thinking. But yeah the two-storey thing, I can’t force myself to study. I am studying a degree because I believe it is my purpose in life to become a spiritual teacher for children at school, since I became lost as hell at school and was only met with toxic home and authoritarian teachers for help. So I am building a skyscraper when really it would be easier to become a teacher because I have what it takes. But if I only cared about me having why it takes, I could have become a teacher 10 years ago.