tokyo.lights
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Frankly I hate it. As someone with Pluto in the 7th, I experience Pluto with every partnership. It’s permanently etched into my relationship destiny for this lifetime, so excuse me if what I say comes across as.....bitter.I'd like to know about your opinions on plutonian relationships.
First of all I am not Pluto at all! Pluto is my weakest planet, with no personal planet aspects. However because it's in the 7th, (I've read) it's repressed/denied...unlike planets in the first. You know how they say what you hate in others is what you hate in yourself? I fear and resent Scorpanic/Pluto energy. I feel uncomfortable around them, I don't like their energy, I don't want to be around them. It turns my stomach and makes my skin crawl. The reason? Everything they are I am too. At least when I'm in a relationship...they are walking billboards of everything I hate about myself...so I hate that they remind me of a part of myself I'd rather forget. Because it's simply not me! It's not who I want to be. I want to be a good kind forgiving person.
Only in relationship do I mutate into Pluto in all its hideous glory. Last night was one of my darker Pluto moments it wasn't pretty, I almost killed my Cancer. I had been in a deep convo with a Scorpio Mercury and they set off all my insecurities...All Pluto's energy exploded onto him. I'm angry at myself for having these feelings so I'm in hiding, I just can't face him and be reminded of the terrible person I am....ugh and I can't face myself so I've slipped into my Neptune world where life is perfect and Pluto doesn't exist. Relationships always bring out a part of me I never have to face when single. Incidentally my partner has a 7th house Pluto...our relationship has had many deaths and rebirths. I feel he handles his Pluto better though, as it's a singleton. It amazes me how many time in our six year history I've destroyed his spirit in hopes of killing our relationship. Because I simply can't walk away, and the only escape is through death...I'm so mean
There's nothing glamorous or romantic about Pluto. I find it very ugly and it overpowers me too easily. It's not something I feel I can overcome, and until the day I die I will continue to despise it's energy whenever I see it. I have nothing against Scorpios, this has nothing to do with them. It's not their fault they make me sickjk.
Ummm with Sun&Uranus on my Venus right now I’m hoping this comes across as charming/zany than angry