WorldOfMars
Active member
Hi, I guess the headline should answer my own question. But we have been stuck like gorilla glue together, probably due to our composite stellium in Scorpio (5h house). I know bits and pieces about astrology, but cannot understand enough to make sense of entire charts and how one thing relates to each other.
My 20 year relationship feels like it is finally imploding. We are both completely damaged from being together - health, money, friendships and much more. At 50 it is terrifying to leave but I am mustering up the courage.
It's been a complete rollercoaster ride. Perhaps the stellium in Scorpio is the reason for the constant death/rebirth? We have both grown immensely though and it scares me that I might leave just when we are waking up. But I am also waking up to how mostly nervous I feel when I am with him. Our energies don't seem to align, even after all this time.
Would anyone please be willing to help me gain some insight through the charts?
My chart:
https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?gm=a1&nhor=432845&nho2=861124&btyp=24&mth=gw&sday=30&smon=10&syr=2018&prmth=0&rs=0
His chart:
https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?;clang=e;rs=0;gm=a1;prmth=0;btyp=24;sday=30;syr=2018;mth=gw;smon=10;nhor=861124
Composite chart:
https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?gm=a1&nhor=861124&nho2=432845&btyp=621&mth=gw&sday=30&smon=10&syr=2018&prmth=0&rs=0
Synastry chart:
https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?gm=a1&nhor=861124&nho2=432845&btyp=61&mth=gw&sday=30&smon=10&syr=2018&prmth=0&rs=0
Thank you from the bottom of my heart to anyone who can help me gain some insight.
Mars
My 20 year relationship feels like it is finally imploding. We are both completely damaged from being together - health, money, friendships and much more. At 50 it is terrifying to leave but I am mustering up the courage.
It's been a complete rollercoaster ride. Perhaps the stellium in Scorpio is the reason for the constant death/rebirth? We have both grown immensely though and it scares me that I might leave just when we are waking up. But I am also waking up to how mostly nervous I feel when I am with him. Our energies don't seem to align, even after all this time.
Would anyone please be willing to help me gain some insight through the charts?
My chart:
https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?gm=a1&nhor=432845&nho2=861124&btyp=24&mth=gw&sday=30&smon=10&syr=2018&prmth=0&rs=0
His chart:
https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?;clang=e;rs=0;gm=a1;prmth=0;btyp=24;sday=30;syr=2018;mth=gw;smon=10;nhor=861124
Composite chart:
https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?gm=a1&nhor=861124&nho2=432845&btyp=621&mth=gw&sday=30&smon=10&syr=2018&prmth=0&rs=0
Synastry chart:
https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?gm=a1&nhor=861124&nho2=432845&btyp=61&mth=gw&sday=30&smon=10&syr=2018&prmth=0&rs=0
Thank you from the bottom of my heart to anyone who can help me gain some insight.
Mars