I feel like on the surface, my chart doesn't look particularly difficult, but the more I delve into it, the more I get the catch it is an extremely difficult chart laden with challenges galore. I wouldn't have it any other way since I love challenges, but it's just an interesting thing I see. Typically people look first at placements in the socalled 'difficult houses' where I don't have much activity. Altho having a Chiron in one of em might be an aspect of the difficulty of my chart
Also I don't find myself being turned off so intensely some others are to signs that oppose the signs in my inner planet circle. I think the connection between sister signs is very much overlooked. I do think it's a matter of development, but there is a connection there and both signs have to learn from one of another
Capricorn/Saturn is an energy that I've found it hard it exorbitantly hard to grapple with, granted. I never wanted to play the long game, bear the fruits of restriction,.. I never wanted to tie myself down or believe I ever needed to tame myself. Deep down I always knew I needed to but just didn't want to accept I needed the balance
On a superficial level it's boring to me, but I see the value. I have a close family member with tons of Cap energy and we get on very very well, there's just this one area where we seem to hit a wall. She perceives me as getting out of control even when I don't perceive myself to be going nearly as wild as I could. I find it hard to deny my impulses and really I used to be almost religiously opposed to anything that would serve to restrict me in any sense. I just didn't want to tame myself
It's a harsh lesson I've had to learn. I've had to look at it from a Cancerian perspective that restriction can be the key to drawing out the sensuality, the pleasure and the passion. Saturn as I've said many times forms very few aspects in my chart, but the ones it does form are very intense ones, they're hard and they're to important points, but my Saturn is also retrograde
I haven't gotten a handle still on how I relate to my Neptune-Uranus in Cap since that conjunction is the closest aspect in my chart and has a connection to almost every point in my chart somehow. I understand the Uranus-Neptune energy, but not so much the Capricornian aspect. Especially with my Saturn being retrograde and in mutual reception with my Uranus, then with my Uranus and Neptune also being retrograde
My point really was I think our relationship with opposing signs to signs in our inner circle is all about development. If we have a very contentious relationship with them, it might mean we have to reach that point where we're able to find the value in them so we can continue on our spiritual and emotional and mental development rather than stagnate
Pisces is a bit harder for me to say. I have strong Virgo in my inner circle, but I don't at all feel any negative relationship toward Neptune/Jupiter or Pisces. In fact, it's quite the opposite. Perhaps that's just the benefit of my Neptune being strong in my chart tho
I've also been playing with something... an observation that actors often play characters who exhibit traits of the archetypal opposite sign of their sun sign. I need to do A LOT more observation for this one, but it seems to be something of a theme. Since charts are so complex, it's harder to analyze, and i also despite superficiality or simply observing on superficialities, but I suppose I might have to for this one
It's just playing into ideas based around sister signs and my own theories of opposite forced-- that being that opposite forces have a direct connection to each other. They not only need each other, but they simply cannot exist without the presence of the opposite forces. That would mean that a Libran has a direction connect to Aries even if they're not aware of it until later in life