Lost with my path and bad aspects to retro mercury

Lightsoul

Member
Hey everyone,
I am a 21 year old who is studying in university in business field. Currently i am having a life crisis because i dont know what to do with my life. I want to be someone more successful and be recognized since i am ambitious by nature. Eventhough i study business sometimes i feel like i have made a wrong choice. I want to be a journalist, tv programmer, writer, mostly a path in media. So i feel kinda confused and lost.
Also i see in my birth chart my retrograde Mercury is suffering with hard aspects to it. And i dont know what this exactly means. I mean i know i am not really good at communicating with people, sometimes i can be awkward, or too quiet, also very shy and reserved. Is this because of having bad aspects to Mercury?
I would be glad if you could help me understanding my talents and potentials and could give me some advices. Thank you so much.😊
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icxcnika

Member
Hi, Im kind of a beginner to astrology but ill try to help. I couldnt really zoom in on your chart to make out all the details, but i did see you have pisces midheaven, and i hear many people with that placement dont have much of an idea about what they want to be. Its usually a more artistic or spiritual career for some of those people. Also, (i dont know that much about mercury retrograde) but one of the reasons why you're more quiet and reserved is probably because of your cancer ascendant. Cancer ascendants (and i think cancers in general) get their intelligence underestimated because they can be awkward communicators. I have a brother with cancer ascendant who can be kind of slow to respond when people ask him things. Or he'll repeat the question so people know that he's heard them. He's also a mechanical engineer and works for Microsoft, so he's definatly not a dummy though lol. Anyways... here's an interpretation of your ascendant you might like: (capricorn week of the ruler to cancer week of the empath = Way of Tenderness)

http://www.thesecretlanguageofbirthdays.com/report/?r=y19450921

And here is your midheaven (virgo week of the enigma to pisces week of the loner = Way of devotion)

http://www.thesecretlanguageofbirthdays.com/report/?r=y19691204
 

Lightsoul

Member
You might be right because also i know another cancer ascendant, and he is just like that too but he is also intelligent :D Thank you for your answer and help! 😊
 
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