Respected Astrolgers and fellow members of this forum,
Heartiest Greetings and Namashkaar...
I have been going arond this curse like situation in my life which does not seem to go away, no matter what I do...
i] Have a tremendous sex-urge, having very little or no control over, feel like an addiction...
ii] Because of this, for more than 5 years now, having been wasting myself, each day, have been extremely brittle and weak from inside.
iii] Yoga, Plain Saatvik Food, Company of Good People, Traatak, Breathing Exercises, Praying to almost all forms of ALmighty, to help control this insanse energy, BUT IN
VAIN
iv] Also doing, feeding pigeons bajra regularly, feeding cows with green fodder (on wednesdays).
iv] have developed urology diseases/ infections, breathing issues, kidney stones, nerve diseases and I do not know whatsoever.
v] Have had no GF till date, and even encounters happen, it is with married/ separted ones. I do not want commit more sin.
vi] I think I am suffering for my past life Sins, and I do not want to pollute my Karmas more by getting indulged with married/separated women or pro*titutes.
vii] Have been devoted praying to the Almighty to me with Him, and that I cannot lead this life, with such a corrupted and imbalanced form of energy.
Am extemely disgusted of my life, but lack the courage to end it....Please help me....please...
Details-
With sincere thanks and warmest regards
(PP)
Heartiest Greetings and Namashkaar...
I have been going arond this curse like situation in my life which does not seem to go away, no matter what I do...
i] Have a tremendous sex-urge, having very little or no control over, feel like an addiction...
ii] Because of this, for more than 5 years now, having been wasting myself, each day, have been extremely brittle and weak from inside.
iii] Yoga, Plain Saatvik Food, Company of Good People, Traatak, Breathing Exercises, Praying to almost all forms of ALmighty, to help control this insanse energy, BUT IN
VAIN
iv] Also doing, feeding pigeons bajra regularly, feeding cows with green fodder (on wednesdays).
iv] have developed urology diseases/ infections, breathing issues, kidney stones, nerve diseases and I do not know whatsoever.
v] Have had no GF till date, and even encounters happen, it is with married/ separted ones. I do not want commit more sin.
vi] I think I am suffering for my past life Sins, and I do not want to pollute my Karmas more by getting indulged with married/separated women or pro*titutes.
vii] Have been devoted praying to the Almighty to me with Him, and that I cannot lead this life, with such a corrupted and imbalanced form of energy.
Am extemely disgusted of my life, but lack the courage to end it....Please help me....please...
Details-
With sincere thanks and warmest regards
(PP)