Need advice on love/hate relationships
I can't seem to understand why I seem to only attract (and be attracted to) this weird love hate dynamic. Even though I have a lot of good, honest and caring friends my romantic relationships always end up being awful. No matter how good or bad life seems to feel at the moment, I never stop feeling this deep power struggle inside me, just like with my romantic relationships. Despite my mars being retrograde, I still get super carried away by my passions. I constantly drift between caring too much or being way too detached. Some days i'm happy, and other days I just want to push everyone away from me for no reason. When I feel this way, I try my best to just channel my energy into avoiding everyone and working out. I just want a normal romantic relationship where for once I don't feel confused about how I feel, and there's no power struggle.
Please give me advice.
I can't seem to understand why I seem to only attract (and be attracted to) this weird love hate dynamic. Even though I have a lot of good, honest and caring friends my romantic relationships always end up being awful. No matter how good or bad life seems to feel at the moment, I never stop feeling this deep power struggle inside me, just like with my romantic relationships. Despite my mars being retrograde, I still get super carried away by my passions. I constantly drift between caring too much or being way too detached. Some days i'm happy, and other days I just want to push everyone away from me for no reason. When I feel this way, I try my best to just channel my energy into avoiding everyone and working out. I just want a normal romantic relationship where for once I don't feel confused about how I feel, and there's no power struggle.
Please give me advice.
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