amethyst harmony
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Hello!
I'm attaching my chart and I was wondering if you could help me with a few issues I've been puzzled about for a long time now.
First, as you can see, I have the True Node in Taurus but the Mean Node in Gemini. So which one should I pay attention to? Also, I get confused because by having a Libra ascendant, the houses and signs in my chart contradict each other in a way. I once read that having Libra ascendant is a constant balancing act for that reason. What are your thoughts?
And what's your interpretation of my NN and just my chart overall? I've struggled all my life with issues of self-doubt especially concerning putting myself out there and being explorative in my career. (I'm not afraid to put myself out there in other areas, like traveling! In fact, I now live abroad.) I've had the same job (teaching) for 14 years, and although I really like it, I have lots of other ideas--things involving branching out on my own and giving workshops related to natural health topics, aromatherapy and that sort of thing, as well as meditation, creative visualisation, and so on. (Thanks to my Virgo Sun exactly square Neptune.) But I'm always talking myself out of it and making excuses. Plus, I tend to scatter my energy so much. I have 1,000 great ideas, but I never get around to acting on any of them. I'm also absolutely obsessed with astrology and have been studying it on my own since my teen years, but never feel confident enough in my ability to successfully interpret another person's chart adequately. I was wondering if you could tell me what career options you see for me. I've got a lot of planets that have progressed into Scorpio at this time in my life, including my Sun and Ascendant. And with my NN being in the 8th house, I feel like I should possibly focus on something Scorpio/8th house related. What do you think?
Another area of interest for me is, not surprisingly, my relationship. I've been in a relationship with a wonderful man for over 10 years and I love him a lot, but I've struggled in this area of life for a few reasons. One is that I was hesitant to commit to him fully for quite a few years (although we've lived together for most of our relationship), until last year when we did finally get married. My reasons for hesitating were because I wasn't sure if I wanted to settle down long-term in another country. Although I absolutely love living abroad, I'm very close to my family and it made me sad to think that I'd be separated long-term from them, especially now that my siblings are starting to have children and I hope to soon as well. So that was very hard to reconcile. It still is, but I've just had to accept it due to the circumstances. I mean, I DID make the decision to move away after all. So that's a delicate issue. I think it's part of my Chiron wound since Chiron is in Gemini in the 9th in my chart. At least I'm able to go home for at least a month every year, so that helps.
The other reason I hesitated was because although my husband is a wonderful person, I often get frustrated by his lack of interest in having conversations with me. I know that's a classic! I'll attach his chart too, as well as our composite and synastry charts. Hopefully, someone can shed some light on this area as well.
Any interpretation of my chart and any advice will be greatly appreciated!
Thanks a lot!
I'm attaching my chart and I was wondering if you could help me with a few issues I've been puzzled about for a long time now.
First, as you can see, I have the True Node in Taurus but the Mean Node in Gemini. So which one should I pay attention to? Also, I get confused because by having a Libra ascendant, the houses and signs in my chart contradict each other in a way. I once read that having Libra ascendant is a constant balancing act for that reason. What are your thoughts?
And what's your interpretation of my NN and just my chart overall? I've struggled all my life with issues of self-doubt especially concerning putting myself out there and being explorative in my career. (I'm not afraid to put myself out there in other areas, like traveling! In fact, I now live abroad.) I've had the same job (teaching) for 14 years, and although I really like it, I have lots of other ideas--things involving branching out on my own and giving workshops related to natural health topics, aromatherapy and that sort of thing, as well as meditation, creative visualisation, and so on. (Thanks to my Virgo Sun exactly square Neptune.) But I'm always talking myself out of it and making excuses. Plus, I tend to scatter my energy so much. I have 1,000 great ideas, but I never get around to acting on any of them. I'm also absolutely obsessed with astrology and have been studying it on my own since my teen years, but never feel confident enough in my ability to successfully interpret another person's chart adequately. I was wondering if you could tell me what career options you see for me. I've got a lot of planets that have progressed into Scorpio at this time in my life, including my Sun and Ascendant. And with my NN being in the 8th house, I feel like I should possibly focus on something Scorpio/8th house related. What do you think?
Another area of interest for me is, not surprisingly, my relationship. I've been in a relationship with a wonderful man for over 10 years and I love him a lot, but I've struggled in this area of life for a few reasons. One is that I was hesitant to commit to him fully for quite a few years (although we've lived together for most of our relationship), until last year when we did finally get married. My reasons for hesitating were because I wasn't sure if I wanted to settle down long-term in another country. Although I absolutely love living abroad, I'm very close to my family and it made me sad to think that I'd be separated long-term from them, especially now that my siblings are starting to have children and I hope to soon as well. So that was very hard to reconcile. It still is, but I've just had to accept it due to the circumstances. I mean, I DID make the decision to move away after all. So that's a delicate issue. I think it's part of my Chiron wound since Chiron is in Gemini in the 9th in my chart. At least I'm able to go home for at least a month every year, so that helps.
The other reason I hesitated was because although my husband is a wonderful person, I often get frustrated by his lack of interest in having conversations with me. I know that's a classic! I'll attach his chart too, as well as our composite and synastry charts. Hopefully, someone can shed some light on this area as well.
Any interpretation of my chart and any advice will be greatly appreciated!
Thanks a lot!