Hi! I would like to know: How do I deal with my enemies?
Time the question was asked: 3:05 AM (Pacific Standard Time)
Current Location: Federal Way, Washington State, USA
Backround: I'm constantly being backstabbed, abused, used, and disrespected by the people who are supposed to stand by me. The worse part is that they want me to respect them and treat them like a queen when they keep taking advantage of my trust.
I have two sisters who still think that I was spoiled when we were growing up. The truth is that I was a hospital kid and the adults around me were worried about my health. I have epilepsy in this life.
Since my mom's divorce from my dad in 1998, my mom started treating me badly. It's almost like a Cinderella or Persephone situation.
When I make friends, people around me get jealous when i achieve success. One so-called friend took advantage of my trust and stole $171. I managed to get the money back, and I forgave her. But when i gave her a second chance, she accused me of wrecking her spells (The girl in question was a Wiccan.) This same person got angry when i beat her at a video game!
At work, if I get praise and rewards from the boss, my fellow co-workers try to get me fired. At my last job, I chose to leave because the stress was inducing seizures. I could go on and on, but this post would take forever.
Basicly, I trust people and I'm kindhearted. I'm not suspicious about them when i first meet them. I speak well about them, esp. that wiccan girl who stole money. Before she backstabbed me, I remember saying that I could trust her with my life. I'm not saying that I'm perfect (I'm not). I just think I have the qualities of a friend (or good family member).
I need good people who will stand by me through thick and thin. I'm currently training to be a filmmaker (despite all that is going on), so I desperately need the emotional and psychological support of decent friends and family (at the very least).
Other Astro notes: I casted an Arabic Part of Secret Enemies on each person's chart and just about everyone I currently know has at least one planet conjuncting it. Part of Secret Enemies is at 1 degree Scorpio, 33 minutes. It is right next-door to my North Node! So I know that my goal in this world is to learn to deal with my enemies. I just don't know what to do!
Other notes: I posted 2 charts. Both are my natal chart. The first is the basic "bare bones", traditional planet chart. And the second chart contains minor planets, astroids, and fixed stars, just in case you need them. I had to split the second chart in half because it was too big to upload.
Time the question was asked: 3:05 AM (Pacific Standard Time)
Current Location: Federal Way, Washington State, USA
Backround: I'm constantly being backstabbed, abused, used, and disrespected by the people who are supposed to stand by me. The worse part is that they want me to respect them and treat them like a queen when they keep taking advantage of my trust.
I have two sisters who still think that I was spoiled when we were growing up. The truth is that I was a hospital kid and the adults around me were worried about my health. I have epilepsy in this life.
Since my mom's divorce from my dad in 1998, my mom started treating me badly. It's almost like a Cinderella or Persephone situation.
When I make friends, people around me get jealous when i achieve success. One so-called friend took advantage of my trust and stole $171. I managed to get the money back, and I forgave her. But when i gave her a second chance, she accused me of wrecking her spells (The girl in question was a Wiccan.) This same person got angry when i beat her at a video game!
At work, if I get praise and rewards from the boss, my fellow co-workers try to get me fired. At my last job, I chose to leave because the stress was inducing seizures. I could go on and on, but this post would take forever.
Basicly, I trust people and I'm kindhearted. I'm not suspicious about them when i first meet them. I speak well about them, esp. that wiccan girl who stole money. Before she backstabbed me, I remember saying that I could trust her with my life. I'm not saying that I'm perfect (I'm not). I just think I have the qualities of a friend (or good family member).
I need good people who will stand by me through thick and thin. I'm currently training to be a filmmaker (despite all that is going on), so I desperately need the emotional and psychological support of decent friends and family (at the very least).
Other Astro notes: I casted an Arabic Part of Secret Enemies on each person's chart and just about everyone I currently know has at least one planet conjuncting it. Part of Secret Enemies is at 1 degree Scorpio, 33 minutes. It is right next-door to my North Node! So I know that my goal in this world is to learn to deal with my enemies. I just don't know what to do!
Other notes: I posted 2 charts. Both are my natal chart. The first is the basic "bare bones", traditional planet chart. And the second chart contains minor planets, astroids, and fixed stars, just in case you need them. I had to split the second chart in half because it was too big to upload.
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