Scorpiosun11
Well-known member
Hello-
I am in the process of a Pluto conjunct IC, Uranus conjunct Saturn & opposing AC, Saturn transiting the 2nd House, transit. Ugh!!! Upheaval of life.
I am trying to use astrology to heal my wounds, find my true life path & finally have a decent relationship.
I have some very difficult placements for someone who prefers harmony. We moved constantly as a child & adult & I have never felt a sense of belonging. My family was an odd mix & I found them difficult. My sisters was especially aggressive & abusive. My mother wouldn't mother me & my father somewhat ineffective. My natal venus opposed Saturn rx also opposed my mother's venus, mars & sun. Though I felt she was a friend later in life.
I want to work with my chiron conjunct saturn rx in the 6th house. I have been considering moving back to my birth country & my mothers family but would leave behind my 22 year old daughter. Not sure why but I feel my mothers roots might help to heal me even though my mom was both amazing & abusive. I now do not have a relationship with my sister as even in our 40's she scapegoats her angst onto me & boundaries are ineffective.
Any thoughts on my chart & transits? I can't post it but I will give my birth info.
11/22/67
3:01 AM
Stoke-on-Trent
England.
Any help would be appreciated as I am severely depressed & at times suicidal. Every time I try to put my life back on track it feels wrong and I shut down again.
Thank you
SS11
I am in the process of a Pluto conjunct IC, Uranus conjunct Saturn & opposing AC, Saturn transiting the 2nd House, transit. Ugh!!! Upheaval of life.
I am trying to use astrology to heal my wounds, find my true life path & finally have a decent relationship.
I have some very difficult placements for someone who prefers harmony. We moved constantly as a child & adult & I have never felt a sense of belonging. My family was an odd mix & I found them difficult. My sisters was especially aggressive & abusive. My mother wouldn't mother me & my father somewhat ineffective. My natal venus opposed Saturn rx also opposed my mother's venus, mars & sun. Though I felt she was a friend later in life.
I want to work with my chiron conjunct saturn rx in the 6th house. I have been considering moving back to my birth country & my mothers family but would leave behind my 22 year old daughter. Not sure why but I feel my mothers roots might help to heal me even though my mom was both amazing & abusive. I now do not have a relationship with my sister as even in our 40's she scapegoats her angst onto me & boundaries are ineffective.
Any thoughts on my chart & transits? I can't post it but I will give my birth info.
11/22/67
3:01 AM
Stoke-on-Trent
England.
Any help would be appreciated as I am severely depressed & at times suicidal. Every time I try to put my life back on track it feels wrong and I shut down again.
Thank you
SS11