Please be honest with me, I can handle everything you throw at me. I am quite new at astrology and need someone to help me read my transit chart from yesterday and someone who could tell me what is likely in store for me for the next year. And if there will be chaos, how can I change that or cope with that. I would truly appreciate that.
Does this have anything to do with the placement of transit south node getting close to my natal north node and transit north node close to natal south node?
2 weeks ago I got the news that the last procedure I had done, to destroy 1 cancerous tumor in my liver, was not successful. I have been battling this disease for 4 years now.
Yesterday, my grandmother, my biggest love, the one who was home to me, died. She was my shelter when my dad hit my mom, I would go run to her house, or when they bullied me at school.
During this last few years she was suffering from dementia, didn't sleep and kept screaming during the night. My aunt (who took care of her during the nights) ended up having an heart attack because her health deteriorated so much taking care of my grandma. 2 months ago they started getting threats from the neighboors because my grandma was always screaming, calling for my aunt to be there next to her 24/7. They said they would call the police and we needed to put her in a nursing home....that's what we finally did 2 weeks ago. Because of the virus, she had to stay quarantined and we couldn't see her for 2 weeks. We were supposed to visit her today for the first time...and she died yesterday. My aunt and my mom feel incredibly guilty and we also think she was mistreated while she was there. We are hurting so much.
I just want to know why I suddenly feel like I am stuck in life, why nothing is going right, especially now. What can I probably expect for the next year, at least? Can someone help me? I am attaching my transit chart to this post and I was born on August 16, 1993 at 03:30 AM in Coimbra, Portugal
I really appreciate any help you can provide me now, during a time I am feeling lost.
Does this have anything to do with the placement of transit south node getting close to my natal north node and transit north node close to natal south node?
2 weeks ago I got the news that the last procedure I had done, to destroy 1 cancerous tumor in my liver, was not successful. I have been battling this disease for 4 years now.
Yesterday, my grandmother, my biggest love, the one who was home to me, died. She was my shelter when my dad hit my mom, I would go run to her house, or when they bullied me at school.
During this last few years she was suffering from dementia, didn't sleep and kept screaming during the night. My aunt (who took care of her during the nights) ended up having an heart attack because her health deteriorated so much taking care of my grandma. 2 months ago they started getting threats from the neighboors because my grandma was always screaming, calling for my aunt to be there next to her 24/7. They said they would call the police and we needed to put her in a nursing home....that's what we finally did 2 weeks ago. Because of the virus, she had to stay quarantined and we couldn't see her for 2 weeks. We were supposed to visit her today for the first time...and she died yesterday. My aunt and my mom feel incredibly guilty and we also think she was mistreated while she was there. We are hurting so much.
I just want to know why I suddenly feel like I am stuck in life, why nothing is going right, especially now. What can I probably expect for the next year, at least? Can someone help me? I am attaching my transit chart to this post and I was born on August 16, 1993 at 03:30 AM in Coimbra, Portugal
I really appreciate any help you can provide me now, during a time I am feeling lost.