I see a very complex, fascinating chart here. It is very hard to get a handle upon the 'individual' here because at every avenue it is circumvented by the Higher Forces, Outer World, For the Greater Good type of energy.
The Ascendant is Aquarius, and the ruler is Uranus, retro in the 12th, conjunct Neptune, and in Capricorn. So in this 'individual' portion of the chart the 'greater community at large' and the higher social/spiritual principles have supreme command. The positive thing is that you have a deep and personal understanding of the mystic arts and sciences and perhaps even the search for enlightenment.
According to Ebertin Uranus/Neptune=Mercury:
"a peculiar imagination,occupation with the metaphysical sciences and with supernatural problems. The investigation or exploration of the unconscious. "
The difficult thing is that the individual and 'regular' worldly goals may fall by the wayside. The Uranus/Neptune opposes Mars in Cancer in the 6th.
Ebertin warns:
" Lack of physical stamina, a certain instability [ emotional with Cancer] "
" misdirected energy…sadness and melancholy"
So it is important to take care of your physical body and your own personal 'selfhood' because it is all to easy to sacrifice oneself for the 'greater good' of the group. You may find yourself working thanklessly, long hard hours for group endeavors, gambling with your own lack of rest, serenity, health. [ t-sqaure to Mercury/libra/8th]
That is vital info because you have no FIRE in the element tables. You have a lot of Water, and much Air. Also strong Earth. But FIRE is the rejuvenator and the inspiration needed to regroup, emotionally, physically. Lack of fire can indicate a lack of self confidence or lack of optimism in general.
Your 5th house, the source of fixed fire, and the ruler of friendships, babies, artistic abilities, is ruled by Mercury. That is the planet that is receiving the most difficult challenges. You have put your faith in friends and partners in the past and they probably turned on you, rather suddenly.
Mars in Cancer square Mercury indicates that some may have had hidden motives that were not clear to you. They may have even tainted some of your family members to be on their side or to believe them over you. It is hard to know whom to trust when you have Mars/Mercury square in Cancer and Libra. Frenemies abound.
The chart type is a Bucket with the handle in the 1st. The Moon/Saturn conjunction in Pisces takes on a prominent role being the handle of the chart bucket. So Pisces becomes a focal point And it makes an exact trine to Venus in Scorpio in the 9th. So metaphysical principles may in fact hold the key for your transformation. I can see you being a healer/physical therapist/reiki master etc. Astrology would be a good field as well, with the very strong configuration between Sun trine Uranus/Neptune and Pluto/MC in Scorpio, at the midpoint. That points to the healing arts as a profession. I do think it would be more difficult to rely only upon 'words' or discussion. as a traditional counselor might, because of the very difficult t-square to Mercury. One on One communications may be a bit fraught with glitches or miscommunications.
Chiron in Virgo in the 7th and it's sextile to No Node in Scorpio in the 9th tell me that you should work to develop your personal/romantic/intimate relationships. Do not avoid them or try and ignore that part of your life. Great progress will be made by diving in.
