Hello! I would like some advice and feeback!
I've always been into arts and wanted to pursue an artistic career. I've done quite poorly in my studies (I recently graduated as a graphic designer and visual artist) and I'm now questionnig why I went towards this field because I'm not really passionate about it. I did a graphic design internship and it didn't went so well because I realized I don't see myself working in that environment, also I'm not a "people person" so I was too shy around my coworkers (who were all at least 10 years older than me) and always felt anxious at work.
Maybe my parents rushed me so I ended up making this choice without thinking through it. Now that I'm out of school, I'm thinking should I go back to school to study something else that would fit my personality and natural "gifts" but also help me make a living in a more stable way ?
my Saturn makes me constantly worry about money because I've always struggled with poverty, and I'm currently unemployed and can't find a job so this issue is very urgent. (I also keep getting rejected at entry-level jobs like retail cashier/waitress...maybe I'm just unfit for "normal" jobs?)
I've been interested in astrology for a few years but I've only recently been able to understand aspects and houses. I've learned alot about myself and I'm aware that I haven't been living in alignment to my true self so most of my choices were incompatible with my personality.
I would like some help to really understand my chart and see what I'm good at and what is my life's purpose.
Any additional insight is appreciated! Thanks
I've always been into arts and wanted to pursue an artistic career. I've done quite poorly in my studies (I recently graduated as a graphic designer and visual artist) and I'm now questionnig why I went towards this field because I'm not really passionate about it. I did a graphic design internship and it didn't went so well because I realized I don't see myself working in that environment, also I'm not a "people person" so I was too shy around my coworkers (who were all at least 10 years older than me) and always felt anxious at work.
Maybe my parents rushed me so I ended up making this choice without thinking through it. Now that I'm out of school, I'm thinking should I go back to school to study something else that would fit my personality and natural "gifts" but also help me make a living in a more stable way ?
my Saturn makes me constantly worry about money because I've always struggled with poverty, and I'm currently unemployed and can't find a job so this issue is very urgent. (I also keep getting rejected at entry-level jobs like retail cashier/waitress...maybe I'm just unfit for "normal" jobs?)
I've been interested in astrology for a few years but I've only recently been able to understand aspects and houses. I've learned alot about myself and I'm aware that I haven't been living in alignment to my true self so most of my choices were incompatible with my personality.
I would like some help to really understand my chart and see what I'm good at and what is my life's purpose.
Any additional insight is appreciated! Thanks