I'm in therapy with a psychologist. And I think I'm sociopathic and a bit psychopathic in my relationship with other people.
I do not feel guilty or remorseful for what I did, parts that were immoral. Even things I did to my closest relatives. I am very intelligent, and I always leave a strong impression on people, I have great charisma and seek for power. But even so, I'm very detached from my surroundings. From people. And yet, I read people easily, see what triggers them, and use manipulations to achieve what I want from people. I like to do it. And I do not feel any bit of remorse. sometimes I like to be a wolf in the skin of a lamb. I have not been in a relationship for many years and I do not feel that I lack love and closeness. On the other hand I am very worried about my future status career and this is something that is not typical of people of this kind. But I got to the point that it would be exhausting to control everything. and lack of developing empathy also ... Can I see it on my natal chart?
If I understand you right, you are only looking for acknowledgement for what you wrote here kinda a little bit proud of and not for an advice to help you.
To me a chart shows the energies, you can choose or can choose to refuse to use. What you choose strictly depends on the evolvement of own consiousness and also on own will tol do something. Planet constallations and planet energies "do nothing" for you itself - they show an energy potential
you can choose and use or refuse. Both has an effect on you- the refusal as well - as energy available doesn't disappear by subpressing and not using it- you then will experience it as health issue.
Moon in leo in 8th house with moon/pluto correspondence can be a very egocentered obsessive feeling longing for power and deeply fearing being a victim and dominated and abused and scared to get destroyed - with also selfdestroying tendencies. In 8th house in general - all addictions, magic, shamanism, rituals, crimes, orgies, abuse, obsessions, addictions, near to death experience and death are to be found. But it is also the house of a higher principle - the house of inititation - where you can also give up your ego and accept a higher principle above you to follow and to rise up again like a phoenix out of ashes. But with your chiron in leo in 8th- your ego is your weak point - but also your mighty self-healing-potential.
Your 8th house moon is part of a tensionful t-square with pluto in 11th house cusp 12th at apex and you are kinda controlled or manipulated by outer and other influences - you had to allow as own experienced and allow further to take affects on you personally, your feeling of security and protection. With a tendency to get addicted from- with pluto squaring your mars in physicayl body house 2nd..
Mars rules your 5th house - your ego, your selfidentification and your behaviour- but also what you experienced as male model role from your father and also father experience itself. What wasn't not the best in your childhood- I would suppose - with mars square pluto - what also show influence from father in your chart. Mars in aquarius with pluto square can show himself ice-cold and inpredictable. And mars as ruler of 5th in 2nd with pluto square could also show physical abuse by father or a male adult person in childhood - the chart owner suffers from for a longtime also in financial income- what is 2nd level of 2nd house.
Uranus on cusp 2nd and on axis 2/8 can show black-outs in dangerous situation or the ability to split off feelings to protect a person and not get overwhelmed. Pluto in 11th house cusp 12th and axis 12/9 is on health axis and can cause health issues to restore you and to catch your attention for the cause thereunder.
And can moreover show a difficult shoc experience already witnessed or co-experienced in prenatal phase during pregnancy of your mother. What still accompanies you subconsciously and is also stored in your physical body with mars in 2nd house. Your mother is shown with neptune as ruler of your 4th house and was at point of your birth in inconjunct with your 8th house moonr- she perhaps had difficulties in her own marriage (8th house too) and relationship with your father - you took over with neptune in your 2nd as a continous feeling of being insecure and never safe and physically protected.
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