In your chart,
Ascendant at 29°, creates a conflicted self-image, Pluto and North Node conjunct in the first house, bring upon you a lot of disturbing experiences,
Uranus in the 2nd creates unconsolidated possessions and thus insecurity
Neptune in the 3rd disparages communication
Sun in the 6th is very unsuitable a place for sun to be in
South node and Venus with Chiron in the 7th make relationships difficult
Moon in 8th is uncomfortable and hyper-tensive with intense feelings and Jupiter becomes rather vindictive
Sturn in the 11th with Leo makes for a peraon too insecure about their own dreams and ideals.
Aside from that, Saturn, Uranus, Mars and Moon form a collective aspect together, these are highly malefic planets
Naturally you encounter much internal tension but your chart is very extraordinary- in that; it has a lot of unusual patterns.
I believe, your chart reflects the kind of burdens God wants you to bear in this lifetime, people with a stronger configuration and more potent personality tend to get comparatively difficult charts.
If you learn to live with these aspects, you would be sure to succeed in your endeavours.
Be optimistic