Hello all,
So about 8-9 months ago I moved to NYC seeking to find employment as a web developer and to move in with my girlfriend.
Since that time, I've been besieged by financial difficulties, personal hardship, setbacks, career disillusionment, legal woes, and coincidental delays. It almost feels like the city is rejecting my presence, and knowing that I hate inevitability, especially when relating to giving up, I've been pushing back harder.
Ultimately, however, it feels like a very saturnesque place for me. I feel like I'm taking two steps back for every three forward. I've earned every excruciating mileage of progress I've made, but never a drop of relief or appreciation (much woe to my Leo moon...)
So my question is, Will I be able to stay in NYC? Or will the city eat me alive and spit me back out?
Here's the chart of the moment this question first occurred strongly.
So about 8-9 months ago I moved to NYC seeking to find employment as a web developer and to move in with my girlfriend.
Since that time, I've been besieged by financial difficulties, personal hardship, setbacks, career disillusionment, legal woes, and coincidental delays. It almost feels like the city is rejecting my presence, and knowing that I hate inevitability, especially when relating to giving up, I've been pushing back harder.
Ultimately, however, it feels like a very saturnesque place for me. I feel like I'm taking two steps back for every three forward. I've earned every excruciating mileage of progress I've made, but never a drop of relief or appreciation (much woe to my Leo moon...)
So my question is, Will I be able to stay in NYC? Or will the city eat me alive and spit me back out?
Here's the chart of the moment this question first occurred strongly.
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