Spiritlite
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Greetings;
I seem to notice that during either full or new moon in Scorpio I tend to have deep issues.
I have placed an image of my chart with transits for today.
I've been feeling like I'm changing deeply my perspective on people. For example, I'm working in an office for the first time in my nursing career. I love it, as I work in office and in the field as well. But, now I'm realizing that co-workers are just like family....you love them but oh boy it's very hard and makes me question people's motives.
I've been extremely emotional and very weepy. To the point where I'm questioning people's intent. Also to the point where I'm questioning my sanity! Are people my friends because they truly want to be friends.....?.....or do they have an agenda? Do people truly care for me?
Does my husband really want to be with me? I feel like maybe he'd actually be better off without me only because I do bring in a lot of emotions....these are the sort of thoughts I'm having, I know that it all sounds weird but these emotional thoughts are really having a hard time on me right now.
I've been reading a wonderful book "Mythic Astrology", such a good book and I'm so happy I found a copy. I really related very much and closely with Pluto and the story of Pluto. Basically about how Pluto is like going into hell (the underworld) to be able to come back into the light. If you look at my natal chart, I have Pluto on my Nadir in House 4......Pluto issues are basically my story. I moved to a different country at 14, my mother and father both stopped talking to me about 3 years ago, basically all my roots have been taken away (in terms of my immigration and loosing my entire family) and so I really feel that Pluto does affect me deeply, moreso than I previously have realized.
Is there anything else that anyone can see that would help me to understand why I'm SO emotional and weepy and feeling SO insignificant in the world.
Thanks so much
I seem to notice that during either full or new moon in Scorpio I tend to have deep issues.
I have placed an image of my chart with transits for today.
I've been feeling like I'm changing deeply my perspective on people. For example, I'm working in an office for the first time in my nursing career. I love it, as I work in office and in the field as well. But, now I'm realizing that co-workers are just like family....you love them but oh boy it's very hard and makes me question people's motives.
I've been extremely emotional and very weepy. To the point where I'm questioning people's intent. Also to the point where I'm questioning my sanity! Are people my friends because they truly want to be friends.....?.....or do they have an agenda? Do people truly care for me?
Does my husband really want to be with me? I feel like maybe he'd actually be better off without me only because I do bring in a lot of emotions....these are the sort of thoughts I'm having, I know that it all sounds weird but these emotional thoughts are really having a hard time on me right now.
I've been reading a wonderful book "Mythic Astrology", such a good book and I'm so happy I found a copy. I really related very much and closely with Pluto and the story of Pluto. Basically about how Pluto is like going into hell (the underworld) to be able to come back into the light. If you look at my natal chart, I have Pluto on my Nadir in House 4......Pluto issues are basically my story. I moved to a different country at 14, my mother and father both stopped talking to me about 3 years ago, basically all my roots have been taken away (in terms of my immigration and loosing my entire family) and so I really feel that Pluto does affect me deeply, moreso than I previously have realized.
Is there anything else that anyone can see that would help me to understand why I'm SO emotional and weepy and feeling SO insignificant in the world.
Thanks so much