Carmaela26
Active member
In my opinion, Saturn is not our saboteur but the key to seeing it and understanding it or where we sabotage ourselves. Saturn shows you fear and your fears are where you need to explore if you want to expose your saboteur wiht the light of consciousness.
Neptune, to me, would be more the saboteur, possibly as it rules the 12th house, which is about our "self-undoing" and it represents things like escapism and alcoholism, etc.
The 12th house has always eluded me and was always difficult for me to grasp. That's what it's like...like trying to grasp water or air.
Like Neptune, it is diffuse.
But right now I am in a relationship with someone and our composite sun and Jupiter are in the 12th house. I am, for the first time, beginning to understand the trappings and glamor of the 12th house.
I think it is a relationship built more on fantasy and rose-colored lenses. It is undefined, addictive and strange and we have telepathy. I feel like we have been together before and have unfinished business. I always felt that way. Sure enough, we have a 12th house sun and Neptune squaring our mars in Pisces. Go figure.
But it's neat to see how that energy is playing out. It's funny this is the house of self-undoing as we met in the workplace and our relationship would be a big no-no, so again, like Neptune and the 12th, must be kept secret for the time being.
Neptune, to me, would be more the saboteur, possibly as it rules the 12th house, which is about our "self-undoing" and it represents things like escapism and alcoholism, etc.
The 12th house has always eluded me and was always difficult for me to grasp. That's what it's like...like trying to grasp water or air.
Like Neptune, it is diffuse.
But right now I am in a relationship with someone and our composite sun and Jupiter are in the 12th house. I am, for the first time, beginning to understand the trappings and glamor of the 12th house.
I think it is a relationship built more on fantasy and rose-colored lenses. It is undefined, addictive and strange and we have telepathy. I feel like we have been together before and have unfinished business. I always felt that way. Sure enough, we have a 12th house sun and Neptune squaring our mars in Pisces. Go figure.
But it's neat to see how that energy is playing out. It's funny this is the house of self-undoing as we met in the workplace and our relationship would be a big no-no, so again, like Neptune and the 12th, must be kept secret for the time being.