Dealing with some heavy /painful stuff can someone look into my chart

Lovelylady26 said:

So I know things about my chart and I know that I have chiron in my 8th house I've had crisis and setbacks my whole life I'm wondering when my time will come I don't know much about current transits and what they mean 'specifically' for me not general I really wanna know when my luck will come.

Here is my information to look up my chart

Dewi Klaessen

Born on 15 september 1991

Time of birth 14:39PM CET

Birthplace The Netherlands, Eindhoven

I would appreciate it alot ❤️

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waybread said:

Thanks, Dewi-- for future reference, really what we need is a legible chart. The Astrodienst aspectarian (data table) is helpful as well.

Your horoscope doesn't strike me as difficult as some that I've seen. But I think that Pluto is really the planet to get to know. It squares your Venus, sextiles your sun, and quintiles Mercury and Saturn. I wonder if, despite your more optimistic-looking Sagittarius ascendant, you tend to get involved in power struggles, and have a tendency to become attracted to the wrong kind of person. There seems to be an attraction to life lived pretty close to the bone.

Venus in Leo would normally be glamourous and light-hearted, but in the 8th house square Pluto, your love interests may lead you to relationships or hoped-for relationships that are not very good for your well-being.

With your moon so close to your ascendant, it is probably hard for you not to show your emotions, be they happy or negative. Mars square Uranus can give you a volatile temper. Perhaps you had to learn to control it as a child; but with the aspect still there, I hope you have a constructive outlet for aggressive feelings. Mars conjunct the MC is often found in athlete's charts.

Venus quintile Neptune can give you a lot of artistic sensitivity. Hopefully you have a creative outlet, such as music, that you can use to pour out your feelings.

Mercury is very strong in its own sign of Virgo in your chart, as is Saturn, the traditional ruler of Aquarius. If you do not have a university degree I hope you can get one, as you seem to be a very penetrating thinker. Ditto for international travel, with your 9th house emphasis.

We are often asked, "When will life get better?" Here we could talk about transits, or how the planets are situated now in relation to your chart. Transiting Neptune is now squaring your Ascendant-moon midpoint, which is a recipe for an identity crisis. It may be hard to know just who you are at this point. Uranus is squaring your natal Saturn, which can play havoc with your sense of self-discipline and the structures through which you live your life. If you wish to re-invent your sense of self, this is a good time to do it, especially with Pluto sextiling its natal position, and Saturn trining your Mercury-Jupiter midpoint.

These are slow-moving transits. At least a year, often more. To chart the planets' progress, you can look at the ephemeris at Astrodienst, (accessible via the home page,) which works like a train time-table.

But there will always be easy transits followed by difficult ones, followed by easy ones, followed by difficult ones, and so on. This is why it's best to develop the internal personal resources to make the best of whatever life throws at you.

Please share more about your life or ask specific questions if I've missed the mark.

Best wishes, W.

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waybread said:

Thanks, Dewi-- for future reference, really what we need is a legible chart. The Astrodienst aspectarian (data table) is helpful as well.

Your horoscope doesn't strike me as difficult as some that I've seen. But I think that Pluto is really the planet to get to know. It squares your Venus, sextiles your sun, and quintiles Mercury and Saturn. I wonder if, despite your more optimistic-looking Sagittarius ascendant, you tend to get involved in power struggles, and have a tendency to become attracted to the wrong kind of person. There seems to be an attraction to life lived pretty close to the bone.

Venus in Leo would normally be glamourous and light-hearted, but in the 8th house square Pluto, your love interests may lead you to relationships or hoped-for relationships that are not very good for your well-being.

With your moon so close to your ascendant, it is probably hard for you not to show your emotions, be they happy or negative. Mars square Uranus can give you a volatile temper. Perhaps you had to learn to control it as a child; but with the aspect still there, I hope you have a constructive outlet for aggressive feelings. Mars conjunct the MC is often found in athlete's charts.

Venus quintile Neptune can give you a lot of artistic sensitivity. Hopefully you have a creative outlet, such as music, that you can use to pour out your feelings.

Mercury is very strong in its own sign of Virgo in your chart, as is Saturn, the traditional ruler of Aquarius. If you do not have a university degree I hope you can get one, as you seem to be a very penetrating thinker. Ditto for international travel, with your 9th house emphasis.

We are often asked, "When will life get better?" Here we could talk about transits, or how the planets are situated now in relation to your chart. Transiting Neptune is now squaring your Ascendant-moon midpoint, which is a recipe for an identity crisis. It may be hard to know just who you are at this point. Uranus is squaring your natal Saturn, which can play havoc with your sense of self-discipline and the structures through which you live your life. If you wish to re-invent your sense of self, this is a good time to do it, especially with Pluto sextiling its natal position, and Saturn trining your Mercury-Jupiter midpoint.

These are slow-moving transits. At least a year, often more. To chart the planets' progress, you can look at the ephemeris at Astrodienst, (accessible via the home page,) which works like a train time-table.

But there will always be easy transits followed by difficult ones, followed by easy ones, followed by difficult ones, and so on. This is why it's best to develop the internal personal resources to make the best of whatever life throws at you.

Please share more about your life or ask specific questions if I've missed the mark.

Best wishes, W.

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waybread said:

Lovelylady26, thanks for the feedback. It's hard to do a "blind" chart reading, and so any information about you is helpful. You are fluent in English, so no problems there.

I couldn't get your Astrodienst chart to come up again. You might try imgur.com if you can't save it to a computer.

However, I'm connecting some dots between your horoscope and what you've shared. Your IC (cusp of your 4th house of early childhood conditioning) is ruled by Mars. This loops us back to your Mars square Uranus, suggesting a childhood that was chaotic. This can make it difficult for you to trust the universe to support you, and possibly lead to a tendency toward Looking for Love in All the Wrong Places.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAyDmJvjxbg

I would venture to say that you are extremely intelligent. We can't always get this off a "blind" chart reading, because the horoscope gives only a potential. We have to do more work to consider whether a baby got dropped on its head, for example. I think you would enjoy a field that requires you to do some real detective work in terms of research. Developing a life philosophy would seem very beneficial for you. I hope you will be able to attend a university, even just to take a few classes.

I don't think, realistically, that we ever go back to being our old selves after we experience a really tough time of life. We know too much, we've lived through too much. But there is a new future you waiting for you to grow into it. You can get your Sagi optimism back, but it will be tempered by your life history.

Rather than wondering when life will stop hitting you on the head, you might think about how your difficult experiences have made you more knowledgeable and wise.

BTW, Chiron shows us "where it hurts," but also where, if we stay open to those hurts, we can gain in wisdom and compassion.

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waybread said:

p.s. Please don't beat yourself up over your weight. The key is just to look your best, eat sensibly, and exercise regardless of your extra kilos. That's what I try to do.

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waybread said:

Lovelylady26, thanks for the feedback. It's hard to do a "blind" chart reading, and so any information about you is helpful. You are fluent in English, so no problems there.

I couldn't get your Astrodienst chart to come up again. You might try imgur.com if you can't save it to a computer.

However, I'm connecting some dots between your horoscope and what you've shared. Your IC (cusp of your 4th house of early childhood conditioning) is ruled by Mars. This loops us back to your Mars square Uranus, suggesting a childhood that was chaotic. This can make it difficult for you to trust the universe to support you, and possibly lead to a tendency toward Looking for Love in All the Wrong Places.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAyDmJvjxbg

I would venture to say that you are extremely intelligent. We can't always get this off a "blind" chart reading, because the horoscope gives only a potential. We have to do more work to consider whether a baby got dropped on its head, for example. I think you would enjoy a field that requires you to do some real detective work in terms of research. Developing a life philosophy would seem very beneficial for you. I hope you will be able to attend a university, even just to take a few classes.

I don't think, realistically, that we ever go back to being our old selves after we experience a really tough time of life. We know too much, we've lived through too much. But there is a new future you waiting for you to grow into it. You can get your Sagi optimism back, but it will be tempered by your life history.

Rather than wondering when life will stop hitting you on the head, you might think about how your difficult experiences have made you more knowledgeable and wise.

BTW, Chiron shows us "where it hurts," but also where, if we stay open to those hurts, we can gain in wisdom and compassion.

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watcherofthesouth said:

One of the worst periods that one can encounter is Sade Sati. That's when Saturn aspects your moon and the period lasts about 7.5 years with the toughest time period about 2.5 years (when Saturn is transiting closest to natal moon). It is a period where you learn to deal with detachment, depression and delay. It also will make you treat people (loved ones) harshly - moreso than at any other time. Some experience mental affliction (self harm, hallucinations). It is important to stop drinking, eating red meat, take up yoga, pray and learn other Saturn remedies. You will come out of it renewed and transformed but the period itself is very hard.

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