You seem to be asking two questions.
1. Help finding something good in your natal chart which is a map of your entire life
and
2. Help finding something good for time in life you are at now.
For that you look at Progressions, Transits to Natal, Solar Return, etc.
First of all, if natal squares and oppositions depress you, go back and learn what they are again. These aspects are points of motivation for you to move along and evolve to a better you. Each life, we have ways to improve ourselves. And motivation helps. Think of it like this. What if you had a gymnasium full of stuff that had you to sort, but you had no idea what purpose the stuff would serve afterwards? Sure you could sort, in a variety of ways. But with limited time, and a desire to be effective, wouldn't you want to know why you were sorting? And what was the next function of all that stuff?
Well, squares and oppositions help you along, in this sort. You have two items of perhaps equal market value, take up the same volume of space in the gym, but very contrasting functions. What do you do ? Keep both? Toss both? Some of each?
So what you want to do is learn about evolutionary astrology, or psychological astrology, where you use these aspects to guide you in making good choices, rather than see the aspect as a prize or a punishment.
So you may see strong squares in your chart. Okay. Good. You have impetus to move on and evolve! Graphically it looks like Neptune squares your Sun and your Nodes. Well there's a enlightened way to express each planet, and there is the other. So the chart says some negative influence of Neptune played a large role on your past life, in a square conflict with your Sun. You simply may have been duped. In this life you get to put that Neptune to work for you, to help you move ahead. No it's not a trine. The way you look at it, is to say 'something idealistic, inspired, creative, nice and watery expressed in a Capricorn way ( grounded, enduring, committed, resilient, push to the top) causes friction with your North Node mission, which is all about self esteem and probably reflected in wages/assets, and has the color of avant guarde, progressive, competitive, forthright, groundbreaking, grassrooting to it.
I often find that constructing a sentence that does the following, will help:
Because (interpret squaring planet, sign, house) is at odds with N.Node mission, you wisely choose to do XXXXXXX, or you acquire skill zzzz.
So because of your dogged idealism among your associates (11th), you have stamina and strength to break new ground (Aries) in the matters of Self Esteem, and earnings collected with a strong self esteem.
So you may have caught on here, that the South Node to North Node trail you are building in this life, goes from peaceful Libra to good and pushy Aries. I have seen people building this trail. They tend to find something very valuable about that their Libra roots, foresee a future where it is in jeopardy, and then they commit themselves to fight to preserve it, like family values, national parks, clean water, affordable medicine.
So it comes as no surprise that your Ascendent is Aquarius in this life. Your ascendent is your appearance, your style, your mask, and how you choose to present yourself to others, because that is how you see yourself. The Aquarian is the Reformist. The Aquarian sees failures in society, and takes action to make it 'right'. Sounds a bit like the interpretation to your trail from south node to north node, doesn't it? Well I confess, that I choose an interpretation of the change from Libra to Aries to sound a little like Aquarius, because that is what you do when you read charts. The interpetation of the symbols can apply to such a wide variety of situations, that each one taken on its own can mislead you. But as you practice the astrology you learn to look for common themes in the chart, to knit together a congruent whole.
I have cast your chart using the Koch method for the Houses, in lieu of the most often seen Placidus. Placidus puts your Nodes in the 1st and 7th. Without addressing the pro's and con's of each, I can simply say that it's my understanding that Placidus was the first method, historically, that seemed to work well, but Koch's research made corrections, so many use it instead. Suppo
There is enlightment to be collected from either one.
If you wnat to follow the 1st and 7th trail, the big change is to go from being a pro at being someone's partner, and in this life become a pro at going solo. And looking at the chart having both luminaries conjunct in the 7th, that could be th better way to interpret the chart.
You may want to study 'combust' planets, because your Moon is combust. They say that the Sun is so bright by comparison, that the Moon's ability to express is 'dwarfed', or absorbed into the light of the Sun. In terms of chart interpretaion, this means your self image/identity/ego is tightly merged with your emotional state, and how you 'feel'. This has some pro's and con's. This can give you an edge on being confident because you who you are and how you feel alwyplahing the same tune (which is unlike most of us). The downside is that you probably are not open to outside input on your behavior. Your orchestra is in tune, while spoil it? And why can't everyone be this way.? The world would be so much better? Well, that's not how it is. Most everyone else has big conflicts in side between ego and emotions. One big advantage in that. Each of them is more familiar with being vulnerable. Truly vulnerable. The longer you live with the awareness of your own vulnerability, the easier it gets to cope with the imperfection in the world. Only, yu have less of a sense of being vulnerable, than most. And to top that off, you have the Sun and Moon sign of the perfectionist.
Whoops.
Well that's why we get the chance to evolve in each life.
So try not to get hung up on any part of you being bad or stuck or ruined or wrong, because there's an unpleasant aspect.
Study astology, learn about your Nodes, and the work you need to do to sort of 'reverse' Pluto. And know that most people are pretty fuzzy about how the nodes will work in their life until after the first Saturn return. You can read about it plenty. But actually 'knowing' is something that evolves with experience.
Your Saturn return is coming next year. Your public reputation has the propert of Respnsibiity. Not bad at all. This Saturn return will test that capability. Study up on Saturn Return. Appraise yourself as best you can. Yu can't pssibly be as wise as you will be on your second Saturn return. But you can be honest with yourself. You have Sagittarius Saturn. That makes an hoest optimistec sense of responsibility. What the Saturn return does is test the values yo learned through childhood to this adult stage, and nudge you into keeping some and tossing some for the all adult phase of life. You may some challenges to overcome. See them as tests to help you sort what is important.
And here's some good news to look up. Look up your quintiles. 72 degree aspects.
Another time if I can, I'll write about your current life charts like progressions, solar return, transits, etc. Or you can run the charts and see what you see, your self. It appears that your Progressed Moon is conjunct your Natal Moon. You may want to read about that, and remember that you are unusual, in that your Moon is in a meld with your Sun. Hmmmm.
I hope I've gotten you started into seeing your chart with a more optimistic outlook. The world needs brave inspired perfectionists to show us how to do things right. Just try to be patient with the rest of us who live with a bit more vulnerability and thus feel the errors pointed out to us with a lot more pain. Okay? Thanks.
