Looking for insight on this relationship with a friend that I'm in love with. It has been on-going for 3 years, very intense relationship, felt like we knew each other for ages from the start, triggers trauma wounds. They hide their feelings and communication is strained, I must press them for info. We have both sustained trauma in our lives and our attachment styles are at odds. We are currently in a phase of estrangement. This cycle keeps happening and I wish to understand why. This time my health has taken a drastic turn, and I believe the grief and anger about this, plus the issues our relationship brings up for me, has been internalized. I'm having severe dental problems and going into surgery to remove teeth.
I don't have their exact birth time, but I have entered their chart based on what I suspect their moon/rising could be.
I noticed three double whammies (Mercury trine mercury -- Venus oppose venus -- Uranus square Moon), but there are other aspects in two-way communication, or "karmic" signifiers, etc. I feel the Neptunian influence very strongly and it messes with my ability to interpret consistently and accurately. The subtle influences feel very palpable and the relationship is full of lost words.
Any thoughts would be greatly appreciated, thank you!
I don't have their exact birth time, but I have entered their chart based on what I suspect their moon/rising could be.
I noticed three double whammies (Mercury trine mercury -- Venus oppose venus -- Uranus square Moon), but there are other aspects in two-way communication, or "karmic" signifiers, etc. I feel the Neptunian influence very strongly and it messes with my ability to interpret consistently and accurately. The subtle influences feel very palpable and the relationship is full of lost words.
Any thoughts would be greatly appreciated, thank you!
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