MJ82
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I'm asking this question while standing at a serious crossroads in my life, and I know that my asking may, in part, be motivated by a fear to strike out fully in the direction I am currently going in. I am currently looking for work in the film industry and in the arts.
I have a background in filmmaking (an MA), and I love film and photography (the latter being something I wish to become better at technically).
But I'm not very good at paving my own way in life and in making the wisest decisions. There are many reasons and factors in my chart for this I suppose. I'm not making excuses. I've always known that I'm better at working independently (uranus conjunct MC), and while I don't want to give up on filmmaking and creativity, I have discovered in the last two years that not only am I skilled in astrology, but it fits with an underlying and strong desire to help people, and a deep and serious interest in psychology. So it has got me thinking.
At this crossroads now, and albeit under some heavy transits (Uranus, Pluto, Saturn and Neptune), I'm wondering whether I should move in this different direction.
The problem I have is that I do want to make something of myself, a contribution to the world. It's not vanity, but a sense that I have something to offer, albeit in a unique and possibly unconventional way. I don't want to make a decision that I later regret, and I don't want to give up on filmmaking and art, but perhaps my main line of work should be something that speaks to me more readily and naturally. People do have careers and their own creative pursuits on the side.
I'm really looking for advice and feel in quite a desperate place about this. I want to be realistic, but also true to myself and my deepest needs.
I would love to hear from others. My chart is below.
I can add a transit chart if that would help.
Thanks
MJ
I have a background in filmmaking (an MA), and I love film and photography (the latter being something I wish to become better at technically).
But I'm not very good at paving my own way in life and in making the wisest decisions. There are many reasons and factors in my chart for this I suppose. I'm not making excuses. I've always known that I'm better at working independently (uranus conjunct MC), and while I don't want to give up on filmmaking and creativity, I have discovered in the last two years that not only am I skilled in astrology, but it fits with an underlying and strong desire to help people, and a deep and serious interest in psychology. So it has got me thinking.
At this crossroads now, and albeit under some heavy transits (Uranus, Pluto, Saturn and Neptune), I'm wondering whether I should move in this different direction.
The problem I have is that I do want to make something of myself, a contribution to the world. It's not vanity, but a sense that I have something to offer, albeit in a unique and possibly unconventional way. I don't want to make a decision that I later regret, and I don't want to give up on filmmaking and art, but perhaps my main line of work should be something that speaks to me more readily and naturally. People do have careers and their own creative pursuits on the side.
I'm really looking for advice and feel in quite a desperate place about this. I want to be realistic, but also true to myself and my deepest needs.
I would love to hear from others. My chart is below.
I can add a transit chart if that would help.
Thanks
MJ
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