HellenSkelter
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I was curious about this north node in the 1st house of Scorpio, conjunct Pluto - opposing Venus in Taurus conjunct South Node in the 7th house.
I've been having terrible relationship problems, partially because I've been shown a side of myself that I do not like and in order to fix it I need to change - but in a way I feel like my life revolves around this relationship, and I continue to build up resentments instead of seeing the good. I feel the need to escape my relationship but it's hard to let go - in fear that this relationship is actually meant for me and if I leave it I literally feel like I will die...
Any pointers? Everything I've read says south node in the 7th means I've already worked on relationships in the past and now I've come to work on myself... But north node in Scorpio seems to say I need a partner to see the things I need to work on within myself - I'm confused!
I've been having terrible relationship problems, partially because I've been shown a side of myself that I do not like and in order to fix it I need to change - but in a way I feel like my life revolves around this relationship, and I continue to build up resentments instead of seeing the good. I feel the need to escape my relationship but it's hard to let go - in fear that this relationship is actually meant for me and if I leave it I literally feel like I will die...
Any pointers? Everything I've read says south node in the 7th means I've already worked on relationships in the past and now I've come to work on myself... But north node in Scorpio seems to say I need a partner to see the things I need to work on within myself - I'm confused!