Hello Balefully, thanks for giving us this question, always nice to work on something like this.
OK, you are Mercury in term of Mars, you need Mars, you "like" Mars and if you want to look at it optimistically "you are in Mars = in money".
You seem to be at the mercy of someone or are not financially independant from a partner or husband. The money maybe has to be used for the education or treatment (of an illness) of a child or maybe to set up something for yourself. 5th house of creativity, your own thing.
Jupiter, exalts Mars and rules Mercury. Jupiter is in the 5th, together with the ruler of Mars, the Moon (which is also your co-significator). So somehow this 5th house is important for you. Moon is in term of Saturn retro in your 12th. There is probably something of a hidden element here and as the Moon is VOC, you are unable to do something about it at the moment (except for asking a loan). Moon will soon enter Aquarius, sign where she is Peregrine, not belonging anywhere and probably feeling quite lost.(loosing hope? Moon rules the 11th).
On the basis of Mars sextiling your Asc. and that Jupiter who rules the end of this matter is in term of Mars, I have a feeling you could get a loan, but not as much as you would have liked as Mars is after all in fall in Cancer and it's ruler Moon is VOC.
I see that Mars (the loan) will sextile your Ascendant in 3 somethings (3 weeks?). This looks promising to me. At 13° Cancer when Mars will exactly sextile Asc., Mars will be in term of Mercury (you) as well.
The POFortune is also in term of Mars and POF is very well placed in the 10th. In questions about money I would give it extra attention.
So here I think the VOC Moon could mean: don't you worry, you will get the loan. I just dont know if it will make you any happier (fulfilling your wishes) with Moon moving into Aquarius.
Please let us know what really happened! Cheers, Starlink
PS:What I find curious here is, that your 2nd house is ruled by a very exalted Venus in Pisces. Your finances are actually looking good.
You just seem to need the extra. Another possibility is that your money is tied up with your husbands (if you are married) so you would like to have a loan just for yourself.
There is no connection between Mercury and Mars, other than the rulership and exaltation of Jupiter and Jupiter is in fall here, but in term of Mars.
Because I see the 5th house with Moon there, I really think that you are emotionally involved with a child. The other thing could be gambling and wanting to pay off your debts LOL!
It could also be that you want to use the money to pay off or pay for something to do with your house (mortgage, renovation). The 5th is the 2nd of the 4th.