HI THERE
I am reposting because I was not being clear and maybe not asking in the proper way.
So here goes:
I work freelance in various positions in film
I occasionally get jobs working for non-profit groups making very little money,
I am embarrassed to ask for what I am worth, I love making documentaries, I am great at inspiring people to tell there personal stories, I want to do more of that. I edit and shoot them.
The problem is, I start inspired but get bogged down with the the grant writing, and someone else acts on it. Like now.
Am I best working alone? I am aware I have see-saw chart.
I used to be a massage therapist I am considering going back to school to get re-certified, financially not sure though.
Or just work as crew on a show (very long hours), or get a 9-5 job for a non-profit organization that can utilize my media skills?
I love writing in a stream of consciousness way also, I always feel I am not ready!
I am in it, sometimes I can see something great but it looses steam
What should be the 1st step?
What do some of you see in my chart
I am in california giving away things, moving on and going back to Hawaii end of August.
I am sorry if this too long, thought maybe it needed a back story.
What are the strengths and weaknesses? Can I make it in film?
I am reposting because I was not being clear and maybe not asking in the proper way.
So here goes:
I work freelance in various positions in film
I occasionally get jobs working for non-profit groups making very little money,
I am embarrassed to ask for what I am worth, I love making documentaries, I am great at inspiring people to tell there personal stories, I want to do more of that. I edit and shoot them.
The problem is, I start inspired but get bogged down with the the grant writing, and someone else acts on it. Like now.
Am I best working alone? I am aware I have see-saw chart.
I used to be a massage therapist I am considering going back to school to get re-certified, financially not sure though.
Or just work as crew on a show (very long hours), or get a 9-5 job for a non-profit organization that can utilize my media skills?
I love writing in a stream of consciousness way also, I always feel I am not ready!
I am in it, sometimes I can see something great but it looses steam
What should be the 1st step?
What do some of you see in my chart
I am in california giving away things, moving on and going back to Hawaii end of August.
I am sorry if this too long, thought maybe it needed a back story.
What are the strengths and weaknesses? Can I make it in film?
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