No romantic desires at all? Well more peace for you lmfao. I have strong romantic desire myself it's just that every single time I act upon my romantic desires, something goes wrong and I know it's all about something I need to work on in myself
Friends are beautiful. I don't have many myself. I have a hard time getting close to people. I think if you find someone like that, someone you feel such a connection to, it's worth trying for another chance. I don't believe there are any interpersonal conflicts that can't be resolved with mutual understanding and the best part is that once you get through some kind of block or conflict, you're even closer than you were before
I say you should try to talk to her again and work things out, whatever happened. I'm sure she'll respond to you in her own time, maybe she had to think about things and she'll come back
Oh, I have romantic desires, I just don't want to partake in any of that jazz now. Life is too consuming and I just have far too much work to do.
That's not to say I wouldn't want to pursue her in a heartbeat. She's an amazing woman and extremely desirable. She's ambitious, determined, and independent. She has a desired future and works hard for it. She's driven and smart. Hilarious; at least to me. Her sense of humour is nothing short but incredible. She's artistic (a musician) while pursuing to be a lawyer. Her character is very empathetic but stern and forward. There are no games to be played with her. Amazing emotional intelligence. On top of that, she's religious, cultured, sensible, and rich with passion. She's always fun; philosophical; the works. Very sexy. A man's dream girl.
Sadly, the house my Venus sits makes me very prone to a great desire for love and a family. So, not being in a relationship is a bit of a downer. However, I have loads of friends. I'm always invited here and there. I'm much of an introvert, so I don't go out that often; and alongside that, I'm super busy.
Why do you have issues getting close to people? I, personally, don't like to open up emotionally. 99% of my friends don't see my emotional side (outside of affection and compassion). I've been through hell and back and back again. It really does a number on you; but also helps you grow as a person. People who I have opened up to, or watched my journey tell me I should write a book once I'm finished here so that others in difficult situations can be motivated.
One issue getting close to people is that once you develop that deep emotional bond, it makes it ever-so difficult to recover off the inevitable loss.
I plan on trying to talk to her in the future. Give a month or so here. That's what a wonderful person said about the horary chart I posted. I think the timing would be great, so I can show her just how positive of an impact she had on my life. I love her to pieces.
