I know. That is why I say “I think”. If in time, I see he was not, I have no problem admitting that to myself. But, I asked for and was provided a very specific sign and I feel the point of it was to get me to honor what I believe and stop listening to others who tell me “yes he is” or “no he’s not”. But again, if in time I realize that was not a sign from my guides and just another part of my Neptunian delusion, I will accept it. I am not clinging to a title, I am just looking for clarity and a way to believe in myself without thinking that absolutely EVERYTHING I think or feel is wrong:
Okay I have nothing to say, it's you who will find out, (that's what I think too)
I guess what we at last can take from this is that yes, venus conjunction Pluto is a strong connection and yes Venus square Neptune could bring to don't being able to see the reality the way it really is or idealising etc.