moonkat235
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I've contemplated the familial link, the genetic predispositions. My family is all heavily predisposed to anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder, and schizophrenia. Schizophrenia possibly just being an another manifestation of bipolar is highly likely. I mean how much research has been done on the actual physical manifestations in the brain as opposed to just observed and experienced traits? In fact sometimes I question if paranoid schizophrenia isn't extreme anxiety
Interesting fact, I was diagnosed bipolar 1 with anxiety, my sister schizophrenic, and mom depression with anxiety which she's dealt with since she was a kid. I have to admit, I see my bipolar disorder as a gift. My mom is psychic but she chooses for religious reasons not to explore her psychic gifts and she prayed for her astral journeying to end. I've had my own psychic anomalies and a strong intuition. My sister I believe has gifts as well which she could explore if she chooses to. So what if it's moreso psychic gifts ready to be explored that run in the family? Also, both my sister and I had episodes of sleep paralysis and being attacked by shadow beings at night as kids. I'm not sure how often she did, but I did nearly every night
There's another aspect of this and it's also why I love the show Legion which deals with psychic abilities in the Marvel universe. What if the real illness is in believing these things to be manifestations of an illness? Even in the cases where they're destructive... we must traverse darkness to find our light
But I don't know anything about biology ;( lmao
I do see it's true environmental factors are very real
You're right about that communication thing. I don't think I'm very good at that
I agree. I think the negative connotations we have with mental 'illness' in general negates the possibility of societal integration and benefit. In my opinion, we shouldn't be focused on eliminating mental illness, but rather we should focus on healthy coping mechanisms so that people with diverse psychological patterns can still function.
In gifted children (and adults), there's a high number of 'twice exceptional' individuals, meaning they have a highly developed gift for math, science, language or the arts, but also have a learning disability in a different area. For instance, the math wiz with dyslexia. I think it's limiting to view the dyslexia as a deficit. Even though it's more difficult to learn reading the way we usually teach it, maybe the dyslexic is able to see patterns the general population can't, leading (in this example) to the math wiz. Idk, just a thought.
Your family story is really interesting. I like hearing about them. My adopted family is pretty interesting too and I frequently wonder how my birth parents are and what they're like. My brother has severe debilitating bipolar (I think because of how he was treated - psychiatrically and psychologically), dyslexia, dyscalculia, OCD, anxiety, depression, Asperger's. My father once told me he'll never make a contribution to society and I should feel sorry for him. I have a complicated relationship with my brother (he's had violent tendencies towards the family since I was very young), but I realized how disempowering my father's belief was/is. I started to empathize with my brother and I'm working towards forgiveness, release, letting go of past suffering.
Also, I used to be terrible at communication. I devoted most of my mental capacity to social interaction at the end of junior high and into high school. I think it just takes practice and lots of social fails and reflection to develop proficiency, as with anything.