Ukpoohbear
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I practically feel the same,and that is hugely related to how I need to connect with others(NN in 7th),because I tend to be self-reliable.
Hey yeah, having the NN in 7th I’ve read from a post on his forum actually, that there is a battle going on inside your head! War-weary from a past-life perhaps? But this constant battle can spill out and effect your relationships and the way you communicate (Gem) with other people.
Btw, a lot of information says that SN in 1st can be a bit selfish and self-involved and for sure, it’s good to keep that in check, but really there is nothing wrong with spending half of your life by yourself or figuring yourself out.
It’s like how spiders have learnt to retreat and disappear when they need to escape before they build their beautiful web and venture out again, it’s a tactical retreat, like a warrior who has spent a lifetime fighting would want to do. You need a sense of self to heal and now this lifetime is saying ‘come back out into the open when you are ready and rediscover people.’
I can imagine with SN in Sagittarius that your sense of self is all over the place, a bit lost.