Plz help to save me & my carreer
I am a 26 yrs old girl from india.....i am in extreme depression because i have become a pessimist....i was a bright student who stood 1st throughout her academics...but since last 4 yrs i have been preparing for a competitive exam which is my life goal....but i have stopped studying for it since last 2yrs..bcz i fear that i will fail in my exam.....
I have attempted suicide as well.... I cant understand reason for this behaviour....
Since this exam is my dream....so despite not studying i cant leave its preparation...or i dont want to change my stream...i have become alienated from self...i hate my self...self harm has become a habit...
Can anyone plz help me.....to save my life...bcz i feel my life is a burden..i want to end it..
Dob==16-05-1986
birthtime==15:42
birthplace==bhind (mp), india
i have attached my birth chart
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