I feel like I'm a really bad person.
No matter what I do, nothing works out.
My mother doesn't love me because I'm not academic so I've never made her proud. I so badly want her to love me. When she was ill I took care of her, when she needed something done I did it, but she says horrible things to me. Calling me "a mistake, stupid dyslexic girl, why can't you be more like Anna (her friend's academic daughter)". My brothers were completely spoilt while I was told to wait.
I'm socially awkward because of years of isolation. My home is the UK although I was born in Tokyo. I'm a British citizen.
Now I'm annoying everyone because I'm worrying so much about my health and they won't let me see a doctor. My Dad is finally taking me tomorrow without Mum's permission. I feel awful. Bit of an odd situation as my parents are living in South Korea because my older brother lives here, and I work for my father, but don't get paid. Instead I get to live here. We're working as a family to be able to move back to the UK next year. I'm not a prisoner, I just can't afford to see a doctor so I have to get mum's permission.
Before, I was obsessing about a guy I haven't seen for years because in my mind, I pretended he loved me. That is over with.
I feel like my future is going to be very bleak and I'm going to end up completely alone trying to make ends meet with no one caring.
I have so many business niche ideas, but haven't got the confidence or funds to make them come to life.
Honestly, I'm frightened and now I've got health anxiety.
Do you see a bad person in my birth chart?
No matter what I do, nothing works out.
My mother doesn't love me because I'm not academic so I've never made her proud. I so badly want her to love me. When she was ill I took care of her, when she needed something done I did it, but she says horrible things to me. Calling me "a mistake, stupid dyslexic girl, why can't you be more like Anna (her friend's academic daughter)". My brothers were completely spoilt while I was told to wait.
I'm socially awkward because of years of isolation. My home is the UK although I was born in Tokyo. I'm a British citizen.
Now I'm annoying everyone because I'm worrying so much about my health and they won't let me see a doctor. My Dad is finally taking me tomorrow without Mum's permission. I feel awful. Bit of an odd situation as my parents are living in South Korea because my older brother lives here, and I work for my father, but don't get paid. Instead I get to live here. We're working as a family to be able to move back to the UK next year. I'm not a prisoner, I just can't afford to see a doctor so I have to get mum's permission.
Before, I was obsessing about a guy I haven't seen for years because in my mind, I pretended he loved me. That is over with.
I feel like my future is going to be very bleak and I'm going to end up completely alone trying to make ends meet with no one caring.
I have so many business niche ideas, but haven't got the confidence or funds to make them come to life.
Honestly, I'm frightened and now I've got health anxiety.
Do you see a bad person in my birth chart?
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