Through my meditative musings, comtemplative reflective introverted way of thinking and finding myself, I think I've found through a very intense, often very intriguing life that seemed to have no pattern, is that there is such a thing as fate.
My life was often roadless, I'm a disabled person in Britain and found it extremely hard to cope, missed out on education, I lost my father at a very unfortunate age and was emotionally abused by a older brother.
My life has had some very intense friendships, meetings, bonds, synergies, attractions, but lately, I'm starting to feel I'm not the only one.
The idea I've come across, is we're here to discover something. Overcome obstacles, challenges. People are meant to influence us, influence our thinking. Everything is like some sort of meditation. You are always in some sort of different state of consciousness, wether you're partying or alone, you're discovering something.
I've come to this conclusion when I wake up this morning, my day, I'm realizing, it's going to be beyond recognition. It's going to be confusing. I can have plans, we all have plans, but things will happen and I notice everything changes your mindset.
It's like we're looking constantly at a blackboard, but we can't see that. I've meditated for a very very long time. I've had a very confusing life and I can see, everything happens for some reason or another.
But humans, we look for challenges. We want ease but we crave adventure and that's what's fascinating. Unconsciously we're always looking to have sort of life revelation. We want change, we want to bond, but then we want to be alone to think and dream and do discover ourselves.
Individuals along the way, they find us. The interesting thought is that, life is often, unknowingly, like this movie I watched here, called Waking Life.
But we don't see that because we're not conscious enough, but everything is here to drive us to ascend. It's a game. We're in like, some sort of game.
It's the hate or love game, it's fear or love. Do you hide away and feel your insecurities for many painful years? Or do you fight them and discover your inner self? Everyone is hurting. The hurt hurt the hurt and they teach us.
They teach us, we're all students, we're in some sort of snakes and ladders game. Yes you work everyday, but you meet people at work who change you, you grow, you expand, if you contract it's like, your life was supposed to be a certain way to make you grow. We're in some sort of growing trials or a state of meditation.
I think someone even who parties alot, they're discovering something deeper with the people around them. It doesn't matter, but eventually the trials come.
I'm saying, I'm starting to not believe in accidents. God puts them there, someone is doing this, making events happen. It's like, he thinks we won't ever understand the lesson if he knew it was to test us. Like we'd be angry. Like, somehow, something connects us all.
This thing, whatever it is, it's doing something. You're either dreaming your life, but I think often we're in some sort of dream state. We can't help but influenced by some sort of multiple dimensional force. Our lives are often in a dream state, that's what it's so hard to change each other.
Think of everyone around you in some sort of illusion constantly. I see this now, you may think there is a reality, but the only reality you see is this dream you're living. They're living.
And they're walking some sort of path. Someone is guiding them, like a pied piper. We don't see it, but somehow, we're being influenced to bond, we're being influenced to keep trying.
And your chart? Or if you think hard enough? It shows that.
I personally found out somehow, I'm connected to helping people. It just happens. I actually am a 6 in numerology and lots of self knowledge tests I've done. My chart I figured out myself through seeing the consistencies in aspects and actually knowing more and more about myself. There is a way to do self rectification, IF YOU KNOW YOURSELF DEEP ENOUGH.
But that's all it is isn't it. It's a game. To bond, to learn what hate is, what love is, these feelings. We can't remain in the hate state. Our enemies teach us, our friends, they soothe us.
It's a question are you going to remain in a negative state? The more you don't move, the more this force, it mitigates you. Until you're frustrated.
This is what I know, everything is a test to get higher. Astrology in fact, if you study yourself, your chart or do what I did in noticing certain similar consistencies in aspects in your chart to dates of powerful changing life events. Your chart it tells you who you are in this physical form. But it's not who you are, it's your expression, your transformative energy.
I don't believe maybe we do have personalities ok, what if, all this is, is a vehicle ok, the personality is the energy we use to transform. But we're from another dimensional state, a realm. But this body, this energy, it's the vehicle we chose somehow. The spirit is inside, but the interesting thing is I often think when we build vehicles, we maybe trying to reflect that.
But they're energies, expressions, which show something. I think they could be related to elements, if you see people as elements, things look alot clearer.
I'm a water it's obvious. I'm a bipolar, wishy washy, water. But some are fiery, some are air, some are literally energies.
I can see it folks, the more I can see this video game, this thing we're in, the ascension of a primal force, everyone, I know this sounds bad for some but I do think we know what we're doing too. The thing is? We don't know why.
Unbelievable?
My life was often roadless, I'm a disabled person in Britain and found it extremely hard to cope, missed out on education, I lost my father at a very unfortunate age and was emotionally abused by a older brother.
My life has had some very intense friendships, meetings, bonds, synergies, attractions, but lately, I'm starting to feel I'm not the only one.
The idea I've come across, is we're here to discover something. Overcome obstacles, challenges. People are meant to influence us, influence our thinking. Everything is like some sort of meditation. You are always in some sort of different state of consciousness, wether you're partying or alone, you're discovering something.
I've come to this conclusion when I wake up this morning, my day, I'm realizing, it's going to be beyond recognition. It's going to be confusing. I can have plans, we all have plans, but things will happen and I notice everything changes your mindset.
It's like we're looking constantly at a blackboard, but we can't see that. I've meditated for a very very long time. I've had a very confusing life and I can see, everything happens for some reason or another.
But humans, we look for challenges. We want ease but we crave adventure and that's what's fascinating. Unconsciously we're always looking to have sort of life revelation. We want change, we want to bond, but then we want to be alone to think and dream and do discover ourselves.
Individuals along the way, they find us. The interesting thought is that, life is often, unknowingly, like this movie I watched here, called Waking Life.
But we don't see that because we're not conscious enough, but everything is here to drive us to ascend. It's a game. We're in like, some sort of game.
It's the hate or love game, it's fear or love. Do you hide away and feel your insecurities for many painful years? Or do you fight them and discover your inner self? Everyone is hurting. The hurt hurt the hurt and they teach us.
They teach us, we're all students, we're in some sort of snakes and ladders game. Yes you work everyday, but you meet people at work who change you, you grow, you expand, if you contract it's like, your life was supposed to be a certain way to make you grow. We're in some sort of growing trials or a state of meditation.
I think someone even who parties alot, they're discovering something deeper with the people around them. It doesn't matter, but eventually the trials come.
I'm saying, I'm starting to not believe in accidents. God puts them there, someone is doing this, making events happen. It's like, he thinks we won't ever understand the lesson if he knew it was to test us. Like we'd be angry. Like, somehow, something connects us all.
This thing, whatever it is, it's doing something. You're either dreaming your life, but I think often we're in some sort of dream state. We can't help but influenced by some sort of multiple dimensional force. Our lives are often in a dream state, that's what it's so hard to change each other.
Think of everyone around you in some sort of illusion constantly. I see this now, you may think there is a reality, but the only reality you see is this dream you're living. They're living.
And they're walking some sort of path. Someone is guiding them, like a pied piper. We don't see it, but somehow, we're being influenced to bond, we're being influenced to keep trying.
And your chart? Or if you think hard enough? It shows that.
I personally found out somehow, I'm connected to helping people. It just happens. I actually am a 6 in numerology and lots of self knowledge tests I've done. My chart I figured out myself through seeing the consistencies in aspects and actually knowing more and more about myself. There is a way to do self rectification, IF YOU KNOW YOURSELF DEEP ENOUGH.
But that's all it is isn't it. It's a game. To bond, to learn what hate is, what love is, these feelings. We can't remain in the hate state. Our enemies teach us, our friends, they soothe us.
It's a question are you going to remain in a negative state? The more you don't move, the more this force, it mitigates you. Until you're frustrated.
This is what I know, everything is a test to get higher. Astrology in fact, if you study yourself, your chart or do what I did in noticing certain similar consistencies in aspects in your chart to dates of powerful changing life events. Your chart it tells you who you are in this physical form. But it's not who you are, it's your expression, your transformative energy.
I don't believe maybe we do have personalities ok, what if, all this is, is a vehicle ok, the personality is the energy we use to transform. But we're from another dimensional state, a realm. But this body, this energy, it's the vehicle we chose somehow. The spirit is inside, but the interesting thing is I often think when we build vehicles, we maybe trying to reflect that.
But they're energies, expressions, which show something. I think they could be related to elements, if you see people as elements, things look alot clearer.
I'm a water it's obvious. I'm a bipolar, wishy washy, water. But some are fiery, some are air, some are literally energies.
I can see it folks, the more I can see this video game, this thing we're in, the ascension of a primal force, everyone, I know this sounds bad for some but I do think we know what we're doing too. The thing is? We don't know why.
Unbelievable?