Lykanized
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Also, I've talked about witchcraft in the past. It's not something I'm leaving behind. I've since realized it's an inseparable part of my spiritual journey. It's part of my destiny. I still struggle with self belief, but I practice sometimes
My last large ritual, what I tried to make happen didn't happened, but I understood why. I think that was the gift. I know there was actual magic going on tho because I lit a candle and the candle stayed lit for over 6 hours without melting down, then it randomly unlit at 3:33am. I had mentioned the flame in one of my chants while gathering the magic during the ritual as well, so I think that's why it happened even though I didn't even give that much thought. Mostly, I think it was a little help from my guides. What I wanted to happen didn't happen, but I knew why. That was because I didn't truly want it to happen. Clear desire and vision is required for manifestation
But I could feel that magic as I gathered it. It felt very powerful. If I had wanted what I was going for to happen, it would've happened
I still have a lot of practice to do. I've recently picked up a level reiki attunement which of course isn't magic, but I feel it's gonna be impossible for me to detach my reiki practice from my magic practice
As I go on, I'm actually thinking of practicing telikinesis. I've already had some experience with telepathy as well as a form of energy extension over vast distances. That's something I'd love to explore in the realm of biokinesis and perhaps in other realms. The fun thing about magic is that the imagination is the limitation, the only limitation
I had a dream a few nights ago in which I gained full autonomy. I mean I could go or do anything. It wasn't a normal experience for me by any stretch. I also don't remember what happened after, only that moment of gaining autonomy. So I'm becoming more and more interested in dreams. I'm exploring meditation as well as supplements. I took some last night that made me have the most vivid dream of my life, but I wasn't lucid. However, if I had by change become lucid, then I would've remembered everything. SO if I can find a way to become lucid as people do will themselves into lucidity sometimes, then perhaps I can explore what's possible in the astral realm
My last large ritual, what I tried to make happen didn't happened, but I understood why. I think that was the gift. I know there was actual magic going on tho because I lit a candle and the candle stayed lit for over 6 hours without melting down, then it randomly unlit at 3:33am. I had mentioned the flame in one of my chants while gathering the magic during the ritual as well, so I think that's why it happened even though I didn't even give that much thought. Mostly, I think it was a little help from my guides. What I wanted to happen didn't happen, but I knew why. That was because I didn't truly want it to happen. Clear desire and vision is required for manifestation
But I could feel that magic as I gathered it. It felt very powerful. If I had wanted what I was going for to happen, it would've happened
I still have a lot of practice to do. I've recently picked up a level reiki attunement which of course isn't magic, but I feel it's gonna be impossible for me to detach my reiki practice from my magic practice
As I go on, I'm actually thinking of practicing telikinesis. I've already had some experience with telepathy as well as a form of energy extension over vast distances. That's something I'd love to explore in the realm of biokinesis and perhaps in other realms. The fun thing about magic is that the imagination is the limitation, the only limitation
I had a dream a few nights ago in which I gained full autonomy. I mean I could go or do anything. It wasn't a normal experience for me by any stretch. I also don't remember what happened after, only that moment of gaining autonomy. So I'm becoming more and more interested in dreams. I'm exploring meditation as well as supplements. I took some last night that made me have the most vivid dream of my life, but I wasn't lucid. However, if I had by change become lucid, then I would've remembered everything. SO if I can find a way to become lucid as people do will themselves into lucidity sometimes, then perhaps I can explore what's possible in the astral realm
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