Hello, after finishing my programming course, I've decided I'm not going to pursue it as a career. It's too logical and boring for me. With a Pisces north node I feel like it's high time to develop my artistic side.

My parents are bringing me down however, they're Saturnian and Virgo-like people.
I am not that good at math, my logic reasoning skills are so-so, and I often miss important details. I'm thinking about a course in graphic design and also looking for copywriting jobs. But with a Pisces North node wouldn't graphic desing also be too details-oriented? It seems like all jobs these days require some detail orientation, no?
I'm seen as a persona non grata at work and most people avoid me like the plague... been job hopping to try and change that yet I always seem to rub people off.

They look away when I look at them. Anyway, would I do better in graphic desing and/or copywriting compared to programming?
I want to add also the healing “arts” - lately I wish I had gone the MD field. It’s too late but still not too late for a degree in Nutrition/Dietician, Naturopathy or Osteopathy. I’m unsure however if it will be worth the investment?