This is my reading for the day. Its pretty promising other then the 5 of cups. I'm off to a solstice potluck today. I see two possibilities for the 5 of cups:
• (possibility 1?)I haven't really been very social for the past two years because of my husbands alcoholism. We are officially broken up but emotionally I have been having trouble letting go. I have a Pluto opposed Saturn transit going on that tells me I really should. Maybe 5ofC is pushing me to do this? Its hard when he is showing up looking for an unscheduled visit which is emotional having to tell him no. Or he shows up drunk wanting to come in, forgetting he no longer lives here. It makes it hard to let go.
•(possibility 2?) Its a family centric gathering but my kids are all working or away till tomorrow so it would just me be and my toddler so I have arranged a babysitter. My friends house is always under construction somewhere (its what he does) so I figured I would have more opportunity to socialize if I'm not chasing a toddler around such a house (I'm the only one with a toddler, everyone else's kids are older like my others). I'm torn on this decision between what I will enjoy and does everyone expect ne to bring the cute little one.
I really don't want to make a decision I will regret, especially with those two aces showing my afternoon and evening. I could possibly meet someone new. That would be wonderful. Even if its just for fun and I have a bunch of great Venus and moon transits starting today and carrying on for the next week hitting one planet after the other in positive aspect. I want something new and social. Maybe it just means taking this will bring some sadness over the final loss of my relationship? Regret that it went as it did?
Other thoughts? And should I dress up a bit or dress to play in the road hockey game? I'll probably dress to play road hockey. Maybe some nice form fitted roots sweats? I really rock those. I'm one if those body types that makes them look good lol.
• (possibility 1?)I haven't really been very social for the past two years because of my husbands alcoholism. We are officially broken up but emotionally I have been having trouble letting go. I have a Pluto opposed Saturn transit going on that tells me I really should. Maybe 5ofC is pushing me to do this? Its hard when he is showing up looking for an unscheduled visit which is emotional having to tell him no. Or he shows up drunk wanting to come in, forgetting he no longer lives here. It makes it hard to let go.
•(possibility 2?) Its a family centric gathering but my kids are all working or away till tomorrow so it would just me be and my toddler so I have arranged a babysitter. My friends house is always under construction somewhere (its what he does) so I figured I would have more opportunity to socialize if I'm not chasing a toddler around such a house (I'm the only one with a toddler, everyone else's kids are older like my others). I'm torn on this decision between what I will enjoy and does everyone expect ne to bring the cute little one.
I really don't want to make a decision I will regret, especially with those two aces showing my afternoon and evening. I could possibly meet someone new. That would be wonderful. Even if its just for fun and I have a bunch of great Venus and moon transits starting today and carrying on for the next week hitting one planet after the other in positive aspect. I want something new and social. Maybe it just means taking this will bring some sadness over the final loss of my relationship? Regret that it went as it did?
Other thoughts? And should I dress up a bit or dress to play in the road hockey game? I'll probably dress to play road hockey. Maybe some nice form fitted roots sweats? I really rock those. I'm one if those body types that makes them look good lol.
I texted that I might show up no kids. Needed to anyways as my boys are friends with several if the boys there. Seemed fine with that so I think its just telling me to let go.