.... should I strengthen or dissolve the ego in order to solve the puzzle of my Yod?
Thanks.
It's been awhile, but here goes.
I have my sun in 12th House cancer with Leo ascendant (Uranus and Mercury conjunct As). My sun is the apex of a yod with Chiron in 7th House Aquarius and Saturn conjunct vertex less than 1 degree in 5th house Sagg. Before my first Saturn Return, my family life was a living hell, and it wasn't improving. When transit Saturn came within 4 degrees of my natal Saturn/Vertex, transiting Uranus was sitting right on top of my Saturn/Vertex and my Yod was triggered.
I coded from an accident and had a NDE. My life fell apart and it took about seven years to end the grieving and reconstruct of my life. I felt like a ghost for a couple of years. During the NDE, I deconstructed and my ego "drowned.". Afterwards, I went from being a graphic artist to a medical reporter, then medical textbook editor, and beyond.
I've recently finished a book about the NDE and those seven years. Now, with transit Saturn on top of Chiron in that Yod, I'm questioning my decision to publish, like will it hurt anyone? Will my father be upset?
I was told by a late internationally known astrologer that when certain planets touch upon a yod, it a point of fate, something that could not be stopped. Something not chosen and under no control from me; a life's work.
I think that is why I think the nagging, the obsession, I've experienced for the past four years to write and publish the book is so strong, and transit Saturn sitting on my Chiron is trying to tell me I will not only fail, I will hurt
others in the process. However, the transit will pass and Chiron is the healer as well as the injured.
However, my AS, Uranus and Mercury are trine MY MC/Mars/NN in 10th House Aries. So, my instincts are telling me to go ahead and publish.
I'm interested how your yod has effected your life.