Feeling stuck and failed to get a job

roant14

Well-known member
Hi everyone! :)

This past year is definitely tough for me. It's been a year since I graduate, and my effort to find a job feels like futile. I feel like I'm stuck and can't go anywhere.

I apply to many companies and my application process just stuck at interviews or tests. I don't know anymore. Honestly, idk...
Idk what's wrong.

Honestly I try not really stressed with my unemployment status for this past year and it kinda work. But something happened a month ago and it ruined my mind/confidence until now (even though the problem is solved). I feel anxious and alone.

I feel like being an anchor for others, while in the other hand my family and friends can't even give me suggestions or hands. I feel so suicidal and tired.

Also, I feel my energy to thrive is blocked out of nowhere. I'm a Taurean, Aquarius rising, mars in Leo and pluto in Scorpio MC. It feels so weird and frustating that I feel this way. I feel so helpless. Like idk what to do anymore.

I'm so sorry, my post is so depressing. If someone have any ideas, you are much welcome :)

Thank you

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waybread

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I'm sorry you've been going through a difficult period. Can you say what was your major field and what sorts of jobs you've applied for? It would be good to see if the chart supports them.
 

unique_astrology

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Where are you located now? You must have been born on a beach and the position decided by GPS. The angles of your relocated chart may have been under adverse aspects.

As close as I can come.
 

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roant14

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Where are you located now? You must have been born on a beach and the position decided by GPS. The angles of your relocated chart may have been under adverse aspects.

As close as I can come.

I was born in hospital, definitely far from beach but near a lake. I do live in beach area now, but my problem already begun before I moved here.

Btw what is adverse effect?
 
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roant14

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I'm sorry you've been going through a difficult period. Can you say what was your major field and what sorts of jobs you've applied for? It would be good to see if the chart supports them.

Thank you for the reply.
I took International relations and apply for public relations, government relations, banks, ngo, int'l organization or anything related to my major. Sometimes it's not even related to my major (the job is open for any major) as long as I can get a job, but it's not working.
 

unique_astrology

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Adverse effects to MC-IC or Asc-Desc axis' would be transits or progressions to them from Saturn, Neptune, Pluto, or midpoints composed of some combination of them.

Would you mind PMing your birth and current locations to me? I do locality charts in my work.

Reviewing your chart I find that your natal Neptune is on your natal Saturn/Pluto midpoint. Re-reading your post I see the mention of "suicidal". That combination in a natal chart can be an indicator of chronic depression. That can be dealt with but not here.

Tom's usually right on top of these things but this one must have slipped by him. As he has posted in another thread by you having the same reference:

"roant,

This is NOT a suicide counseling station, it does not pretend to be, it does not have the right people, it is not staffed appropriately, it simply doesn't have the ability to give you the help you need. For that reason, the sooner you look AWAY from this forum, the sooner you can look for help in an area where people are going to give you the help you need.

But it CAN point you in the right direction. Our Forum members suggest going to these sites:

http://www.suicideprevention.ca/in-c...about-suicide/
http://www.cmha.ca/mental-health/fin...onal-wellness/
http://www.suicideforum.com/
http://www.takethislife.com/suicide-forums/
http://d2lrevolution.com/no-suicide-...FWLHtAodQx4AKw "
 

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roant14

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Adverse effects to MC-IC or Asc-Desc axis' would be transits or progressions to them from Saturn, Neptune, Pluto, or midpoints composed of some combination of them.

Would you mind PMing your birth and current locations to me? I do locality charts in my work.

Reviewing your chart I find that your natal Neptune is on your natal Saturn/Pluto midpoint. Re-reading your post I see the mention of "suicidal". That combination in a natal chart can be an indicator of chronic depression. That can be dealt with but not here.

Tom's usually right on top of these things but this one must have slipped by him. As he has posted in another thread by you having the same reference:

"roant,

This is NOT a suicide counseling station, it does not pretend to be, it does not have the right people, it is not staffed appropriately, it simply doesn't have the ability to give you the help you need. For that reason, the sooner you look AWAY from this forum, the sooner you can look for help in an area where people are going to give you the help you need.

But it CAN point you in the right direction. Our Forum members suggest going to these sites:

http://www.suicideprevention.ca/in-c...about-suicide/
http://www.cmha.ca/mental-health/fin...onal-wellness/
http://www.suicideforum.com/
http://www.takethislife.com/suicide-forums/
http://d2lrevolution.com/no-suicide-...FWLHtAodQx4AKw "

I think you are right about depression. Honestly I'm feeling very confuse with everything and it feels weird. I think I just need practical/clear/methodical advices to make my minds clear.

Also, I'm curious about that neptune midpoint you mentioned about, what does it means?

Anyway, thank you for replying my post :)
 
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kshantaram

Premium Member
hope helps with hope coming sooner months ahead,
do share feedbacks how true-false-insightful-prospective-helpful,
traits-talents-health etc etc :


moon lord 6th for health-employment over analytical gemini 4th,
good at information processing-business analyst-psychometrics,
confused at decision making roles;

sat now retro towards sag 10th opp moon,
home-career under stress these months;

sat come September moves direct to own cap 11th next 2yrs,
gains from technology, old friends, old people;
natal sat 2nd, earnings from distant lands;


rahu NNode debilated scorpio 9th for research-occult aptitudes
and foreign travels and pilgrimage;
not to overindulge into the dark occult pit of scorpio;
suspicious, sentimental, sarcastic, passionate;
lord mars over leo 7th quadrant, debilation cancelled,
gradual improvement in luck-edu-travels;

sun-rahu opp, rise-fall in life, prayers for welfare of ancestors,
observe fast No-moon evenings,
observe death anniversaries in the family religiously;
wear brown hessonite over pendant touching heart;

sun-ketu taurus 3rd, accident prone, creative-energetic-extra stubborn;
pain-injury-surgery arms-shoulders-ears-throat-thyroid-teeth;
prayers to Christ, offer red flowers fri evenings at the alter at home;


jup sooner moves to natal jup retro sag 10th,
growth-riches through conceptual-leadership-advisory roles, delayed results;
trine venus aries 2nd for family-finances-speech-singing-banking;
venus lord 9th for luck;
trine mars leo 7th for marriage-vocation; mars lord 10th for career;



libra 9th inimical-malefic for acq asc, stress-delays in luck-edu-travels;


natal jup retro towards scorpio for research-occult-forensic aptitudes;
jup now transit scorpio, heading towards natal jup sag 10th;
jup scorpio trine sat pisces 2nd for family-finances;
jup scorpio aspect sun taurus 3rd for dentistry, cooking, etc;
jup scorpio trine cancer 6th supportive of health-employment these days;


hope jup transit scorpio, jup own sag 10th opp moon, and sat transit own cap 11th,
will help career, employment, income-gains, sat turning direct week ahead;



wishing well, kshantaram
 
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roant14

Well-known member
hope helps with hope coming sooner months ahead,
do share feedbacks how true-false-insightful-prospective-helpful,
traits-talents-health etc etc :


moon lord 6th for health-employment over analytical gemini 4th,
good at information processing-business analyst-psychometrics,
confused at decision making roles;

sat now retro towards sag 10th opp moon,
home-career under stress these months;

sat come September moves direct to own cap 11th next 2yrs,
gains from technology, old friends, old people;
natal sat 2nd, earnings from distant lands;



rahu NNode debilated scorpio 9th for research-occult aptitudes
and foreign travels and pilgrimage;
not to overindulge into the dark occult pit of scorpio;
suspicious, sentimental, sarcastic, passionate;
lord mars over leo 7th quadrant, debilation cancelled,
gradual improvement in luck-edu-travels;

sun-rahu opp, rise-fall in life, prayers for welfare of ancestors,
observe fast No-moon evenings,
observe death anniversaries in the family religiously;
wear brown hessonite over pendant touching heart;

sun-ketu taurus 3rd, accident prone, creative-energetic-extra stubborn;
pain-injury-surgery arms-shoulders-ears-throat-thyroid-teeth;
prayers to Christ, offer red flowers fri evenings at the alter at home;


jup sooner moves to natal jup retro sag 10th,
growth-riches through conceptual-leadership-advisory roles, delayed results;
trine venus aries 2nd for family-finances-speech-singing-banking;
venus lord 9th for luck;
trine mars leo 7th for marriage-vocation; mars lord 10th for career;


libra 9th inimical-malefic for acq asc, stress-delays in luck-edu-travels;


natal jup retro towards scorpio for research-occult-forensic aptitudes;
jup now transit scorpio, heading towards natal jup sag 10th;
jup scorpio trine sat pisces 2nd for family-finances;
jup scorpio aspect sun taurus 3rd for dentistry, cooking, etc;
jup scorpio trine cancer 6th supportive of health-employment these days;


hope jup transit scorpio, jup own sag 10th opp moon, and sat transit own cap 11th,
will help career, employment, income-gains, sat turning direct week ahead;



wishing well, kshantaram

Thank you so much for the reply.

You definitely nailed this a lot. I'm over thinking, analytical and really like playing with data. I like reading news or anything related to my passion a lot

My careers is definitely under stress for this past year.

"suspicious, sentimental, sarcastic, passionate" nailed it!

Also, I'd really want to know about "libra 9th inimical-malefic for acq asc, stress-delays in luck-edu-travels"

Honestly, this is kinda true and sometimes it does really frustrate me.
 
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