I am sorry, I should have posted a better title, a more clear one, there was no time to think
I was afraid that he left for good after what I did, or maybe that's what I wanted secretly, so that we would be free of the cruel Saturn! I din't understand what happened at first, but Neptune helped me then. So I was thinking about contacting him through his youtube page. But he showed up in the meantime.
Then I figured we lived in the same house after looking at our synastry, so I closed it, what I was about to see seemed weird.
But we check on each other regularly, we just did again. It won't stop.
I know this chart shows nothing much, but he will move to another country in 13 weeks and he won't be our customer anymore and I might go there next year, since it's very cheap and that'll be it.
I got my mojo back after so many years, what I want is happening.