For all you Pis. NN, here's an interesting tidbit: Dostoevsky had the same deal going. His Pisces streak is pretty apparent in his literature.
I'm a Virgo North Node, and I hate it! It's a real struggle for me. I have a few strong Pisces themes in my chart (Neptune conjunct Asc., Pisc. South Node, 12th house influences)...but then I also have Jupiter and Saturn in Virgo in my 8th & 9th house respectively, and there's some conflict there with a ton of Sag. influence in my chart as well. Luckily, I'm with someone who is highly consciencious and it rubs off on me, but I can't say that I particularly enjoy it.
The impulse to just slip off into a dream is so much more powerful in my personal make-up, and I do it often. I fell in love with theater from a very young age, so I have a flair for the dramatic and the emotional. I often feel actually like there's this film over all my perceptions of reality, like I'm constantly intoxicated and I'm conscious of reality as a made up structure. It all often feels quite illusory to me. The more I find out about the world, abstractly or concretely, the more it blows my mind.
I'm also a highly sensitive and compassionate person, almost to a fault. I almost have this compulsive empathy where I can read the emotional vibes of any given situation - it never turns off and it can be draining sometimes. My compassion used to get me in trouble by always denying people's faults and transgressions, but I'm working on that by adding a dose of healthy cynicism into my everyday interactions.
I'm a Virgo North Node, and I hate it! It's a real struggle for me. I have a few strong Pisces themes in my chart (Neptune conjunct Asc., Pisc. South Node, 12th house influences)...but then I also have Jupiter and Saturn in Virgo in my 8th & 9th house respectively, and there's some conflict there with a ton of Sag. influence in my chart as well. Luckily, I'm with someone who is highly consciencious and it rubs off on me, but I can't say that I particularly enjoy it.
The impulse to just slip off into a dream is so much more powerful in my personal make-up, and I do it often. I fell in love with theater from a very young age, so I have a flair for the dramatic and the emotional. I often feel actually like there's this film over all my perceptions of reality, like I'm constantly intoxicated and I'm conscious of reality as a made up structure. It all often feels quite illusory to me. The more I find out about the world, abstractly or concretely, the more it blows my mind.
I'm also a highly sensitive and compassionate person, almost to a fault. I almost have this compulsive empathy where I can read the emotional vibes of any given situation - it never turns off and it can be draining sometimes. My compassion used to get me in trouble by always denying people's faults and transgressions, but I'm working on that by adding a dose of healthy cynicism into my everyday interactions.
