angelcollection
Member
Hi! New member here, can’t exactly figure out how to insert an image of my chart on mobile. Here’s an overview including some things I find important/noteworthy:
Sun Taurus 1st House
Ascendant Taurus
Moon Aries 12th House (opposite Mars)
Mercury Taurus 12th House (conjunct Saturn)
Venus Cancer 2nd House
Mars Libra 6th House (opposite Jupiter)
Jupiter 12th House
Saturn 12th House
Uranus 10th House
Neptune 10th House
Pluto 7th House
Lilith 7th House
Chiron 7th House
Points I find noteworthy:
Nessus 8th House
Pallas 12th House
Fortune 12th House
North Node Leo 4th House
Chiron sextile Midheaven
Sun square Uranus
Uranus square Ascendant
My questions to the community:
1. As a hard headed, insecure, emotionally reclusive person prone to outbursts and with a hyperfixation on being liked by others (sun 1st vs 12th house stellium) how can I utilize traits in my chart to gain confidence/be myself? I feel trapped in a cycle of self criticism and fantasizing about how life would be if I were a certain way/looked a certain way/ how people would view me if I were/looked a certain way.
2. I am a very socially anxious person, I feel that I can sense other people’s distaste for me (but I like going out!). Parties are fun when I am on drugs. Otherwise, I crumble under an inferiority/jealousy complex. Is it purely my 12th house stellium to thank for these things? The 12th house is my prison.
3. Mommy issues and overcoming them? Moon 12th, Chiron 7th, Moon opp Mars, the list goes on... all topped off with my North Node Leo 4th. Am I supposed to overcome my mommy issues by.. being a mother? Or am I missing something..
Hopefully this isn’t too chaotic of a post. Thanks!
Sun Taurus 1st House
Ascendant Taurus
Moon Aries 12th House (opposite Mars)
Mercury Taurus 12th House (conjunct Saturn)
Venus Cancer 2nd House
Mars Libra 6th House (opposite Jupiter)
Jupiter 12th House
Saturn 12th House
Uranus 10th House
Neptune 10th House
Pluto 7th House
Lilith 7th House
Chiron 7th House
Points I find noteworthy:
Nessus 8th House
Pallas 12th House
Fortune 12th House
North Node Leo 4th House
Chiron sextile Midheaven
Sun square Uranus
Uranus square Ascendant
My questions to the community:
1. As a hard headed, insecure, emotionally reclusive person prone to outbursts and with a hyperfixation on being liked by others (sun 1st vs 12th house stellium) how can I utilize traits in my chart to gain confidence/be myself? I feel trapped in a cycle of self criticism and fantasizing about how life would be if I were a certain way/looked a certain way/ how people would view me if I were/looked a certain way.
2. I am a very socially anxious person, I feel that I can sense other people’s distaste for me (but I like going out!). Parties are fun when I am on drugs. Otherwise, I crumble under an inferiority/jealousy complex. Is it purely my 12th house stellium to thank for these things? The 12th house is my prison.
3. Mommy issues and overcoming them? Moon 12th, Chiron 7th, Moon opp Mars, the list goes on... all topped off with my North Node Leo 4th. Am I supposed to overcome my mommy issues by.. being a mother? Or am I missing something..
Hopefully this isn’t too chaotic of a post. Thanks!