Hi astro family,
Since 2016 I’ve been in a constant spiral back to back on all levels (Mentally, Spiritually, physically, financially and emotionally). I understand that I’ve gone through an Saturn return and know of the complications it’ll brings, but post Saturn Return things have gotten worst over period of time.
I’ve ended up getting evicted out of my apartment, gone through two vehicles that ended up breaking down, my emotions have been all over the place in a bi-polar fashion, I’m financially struggling despite myself working 3 jobs bills continue to pile up, I haven’t had any fun at all or having time to enjoy moments. My depression has been off and on as well as my anixety. I’m still in a state of confusion with what I want to do in life or where do my soul wants me to strive for.
I know what my passions are (Indepth astrology, music and government) but they aren’t immediately lucrative something that’s not guaranteed constant flow of income.
I’m just in a lost state in life where things are constantly breaking down including myself and I can’t figure why I have such worst luck. I understand it can be worst or others may be in worst predicament but it just way too overwhelming for me, personally.
Is there something going on as far as transits, etc that showing or causing these issues so that way I can not only learn more about the situation but as well as get an overall bigger picture of what my soul/universe/God is trying to teach and show me what I need to develop or understand?
Thank you to anyone who can help me I would really appreciate any honest input that can be helpful and insightful.
I’ve added my Natal chart, transits to natal, and natal w/ transits & progressed charts
Since 2016 I’ve been in a constant spiral back to back on all levels (Mentally, Spiritually, physically, financially and emotionally). I understand that I’ve gone through an Saturn return and know of the complications it’ll brings, but post Saturn Return things have gotten worst over period of time.
I’ve ended up getting evicted out of my apartment, gone through two vehicles that ended up breaking down, my emotions have been all over the place in a bi-polar fashion, I’m financially struggling despite myself working 3 jobs bills continue to pile up, I haven’t had any fun at all or having time to enjoy moments. My depression has been off and on as well as my anixety. I’m still in a state of confusion with what I want to do in life or where do my soul wants me to strive for.
I know what my passions are (Indepth astrology, music and government) but they aren’t immediately lucrative something that’s not guaranteed constant flow of income.
I’m just in a lost state in life where things are constantly breaking down including myself and I can’t figure why I have such worst luck. I understand it can be worst or others may be in worst predicament but it just way too overwhelming for me, personally.
Is there something going on as far as transits, etc that showing or causing these issues so that way I can not only learn more about the situation but as well as get an overall bigger picture of what my soul/universe/God is trying to teach and show me what I need to develop or understand?
Thank you to anyone who can help me I would really appreciate any honest input that can be helpful and insightful.
I’ve added my Natal chart, transits to natal, and natal w/ transits & progressed charts
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