I'm from Sao Paulo, brazil.
Actually, my doubts about my sexually are related to both things you mentioned. I think I'm a lesbian but at the same time, as i never had any kind of romantic experience, I feel like i'm stuck in this situation. I can't move. I can't find someone I really like and considering that most people in my age have had relationships, I feel a little bit alienated from all that... Having said that, this is not something that worries me all the time, i'm more focused on my professional life (probably because I know that my love life ***** big time).
Now, about my professional life, I wonder if i'm in the right direction, I have a wide range of things that I'm interested and it took me a long time to find a career path and I don't feel 100% secure in my choice BUT I don't feel like changing now. If I decided to
I'll be starting grad school soon and i'm a little bit insecure and anxious about that. I wonder if all the efforts and the money i'm putting in my education will be worth and if it will help me to get a good job. This is making me very anxious.
Thank you, IIc!
Well, I don't feel too concerned about your love life at the moment. It's interesting that you identify with being a lesbian and you have Venus conjunct IC in Aries. That sounds right. With an Aries IC, you will be very independent and relationships may not ever be a high priority. It doesn't mean you won't have one though. You may just need to meet the right person. Aries people (I'm one) sometimes just prefer going it alone. It suits them. If you are fine not being in a relationship, I wouldn't fret about it. Be open to it happening - some day - and tell yourself you'll know it when the right person presents herself.
Your house cusps are so close that you could be an Aquarius or Capricorn rising. Traditionally, Saturn rules both, so I'm going to consider Saturn your chart ruler. You'll feel both fairly equally, I would think - Capricorn and Aquarius. Capricorn is all about work. Aquarius likes it too. So work, work, work is indicated in your chart. It's a natural focus for you. Aquarius will ask you to honor your uniqueness, to accept being different is okay. To develop your own path.
A Moon in Sag will give you many interests. You'll like learning and like school in general. Jupiter in Sagittarius's natural house - 9th - is also about higher learning and expanding yourself. Pluto in the 10th also suggests a strong focus on career.
Saturn in the 2nd house is great for money, but I think you might need to do something of the nature of Pisces (Saturn is in Pisces) to be making good money. The ruler of your 10th house of career is Venus on your IC. You'll need to maybe do something that involves healing - either psychological, theraputic or any of the healing arts in traditional medicine or alternative therapies. You could teach. It might be something very personal to you - beneficial for yourself, not just for others. You might like yoga and meditation. You could have a successful career in these fields, I would think.
What field of study are you beginning at university?