Hello, IleneK.
I first want to thank you for showing interest. I hope you are having a pleasant day. I have updated the original post with the information. As to what on my mind, it would have to be career / financial issues. I'm not so sure if I am ever going to be financially stable/independent. Though it is concerning, I am very content as to where I am in life. My drives are not very oriented at "getting a job" and "contributing to society". I do understand the importance of hard work, giving back to the world and sustaining life. I am 22 now and began to truly learn at the age of 16 when I realized to accept that all I have been taught by society could very well be misleading as to the true nature of the reality around me. The past six years have been a journey to say the least and I give great reverence to the Creator that I am here to say that. I now find myself in a position to burst out of my shell into this wonderful world..yet I must obtain money to do so. I spend my days studying and meditating; learning all that I may. I was very close to a job at Wal-Mart recently...yet a background check halted that in its tracks. I am very optimistic. I know that even if I never make a single cent on a payroll I will survive and live on. Yet this society beckons it of me. Thank you for your time. I appreciate you being here.
Hi, SI.
Welcome to you. You raise the issue of your desire to move out into the world and work, to achieve financial stability. I see this as the beginning of a favorable cycle for you to accomplish this. Transiting Uranus, Master of change and breaker of old forms, has just begun its cycle to the ruler [Jupiter**] of the 10th house of career and life in the outer world. In fact, the cycle just began a few weeks ago and will continue through the end of the year. So this possibility with Wal-Mart may mark a change in prospects for your work in the world this year.
I am not sure how much, if any astrology, you may have studied. But just for clarification purposes, I came to this conclusion using the Whole Sign house system, where each house is the full 30 degrees of a sign, and the first house is marked by the rising sign and contains the Ascendant as a point. This places your 10th house of career in the sign of Pisces, and I used Jupiter** as its ancient ruler.
I also want to acknowledge and thank StillOne for providing the Sabian symbol for your Midheaven, the point of highest and finest career aspiration, and in your case, located in the 9th house pursuit of knowledge and understanding, philosophy, dreams, religion. For in the end, this will be where you heart lies on matters of career.
I am wishing you well.