PlutorisingLee
Well-known member
Hello everyone
I hope you can help me a bit in understanding and maybe solving this particular struggle.
I have been having a lot of panic when it comes to being creative in both my studies and my job. Not only creative block but just really getting ill over needing to "preform" and prove my creativity to other people and meet deadlines.
This has been a real pain because I really want to stay in a creative field for my career in the future...
But I won't be able to with the amount of stress this is causing. When I'm on my own I'm doing fine and have lots of ideas! But doing it for other people is gradually killing my sense of Self.
I know Saturn in the 5th house shows some creative block but what is the dynamic here and what in my chart can show a way out of this struggle?
Why do other people make it so hard for me to express myself?
I hope you can help me a bit in understanding and maybe solving this particular struggle.
I have been having a lot of panic when it comes to being creative in both my studies and my job. Not only creative block but just really getting ill over needing to "preform" and prove my creativity to other people and meet deadlines.
This has been a real pain because I really want to stay in a creative field for my career in the future...
But I won't be able to with the amount of stress this is causing. When I'm on my own I'm doing fine and have lots of ideas! But doing it for other people is gradually killing my sense of Self.
I know Saturn in the 5th house shows some creative block but what is the dynamic here and what in my chart can show a way out of this struggle?
Why do other people make it so hard for me to express myself?