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Does my chart say anything?
I'm sorry for being frank
A Canadian thing, I guess.
Honestly, I'm apologizing for any discomfort that might from it. Maybe I put her on the defensive and I didn't mean for any harm. She offered me her time and I refused. For someone to offer that freeingly, and to be rejected, some take it personally.
I appreciate your offer but because of this, I will respectfully refuse. I don't wish to have a reading from someone who takes one's trauma from their own perspective. I'd rather leave the bias out of it.
If you would care for criticism, PTSD can develop in the most simplistic of things. One can go through a war zone and walkout unharmed, mentally, while someone on base can have a mortar go off 100 [ft] from them and they'll be shipped home from signs of severe PTSD symptoms. It would be beneficial to take note of the example given.
I'm not stating the severity of what I think my situation details, and nor did I give a full description of what I experienced, nor stated my issues are more or less traumatic than the next, but I really disapprove of how rude to minimalism any troubles any face because YOU gauge the severity of the situation as opposed to an unbiased body or clinical understanding.
I'm sorry for being frank; but you speak of very old practices that have been long abandoned due to the shear ignorance and lack of productivity that comes from such mindsets.
Thank you for your offer, but I respectfully don't want any of it. Cheers.
I might have taken what you said out of context; and I would definitely appreciate it if you correct me (and I definitely will apologize if this is the case). None the less, the people here have been very helpful and I think I'm coming to pass with this.
It's not healthy. Posting on here isn't healthy (knowing her friends and herself still loath over watching me online).
Most people can't even imagine what true OCD is like and the hell we go through. People joke about having OCD all the time or claim they have some form of mild OCD (which isn't true). They claim they get some anxieties where they NEED order, they NEED to do something, but that isn't what it's like to live with OCD.
I refused to drive or work with heavy equipment because of the thoughts I'd get. Thinking that somehow, stepping on a crack, or using the lawnmower with the dogs behind the fence somehow would equate to killing them, or killing multiple people, or "triggering" someone to end up murdering people; or maybe somehow I hurt someone. Then you would have to spend hours researching the area, or some topic, trying to prove to yourself, no, it's not possible, or no, everything is fine, nothing here proves anyone was harmed.