Hi, iseethelight. In effect, this chart design isn't very easy to read.
They might have been referring to your uranus/saturn conjunction, which in effect is two different types of energy, one explosive and the other restraining, that don't blend. So at times you are emotionally independent and expansive, and other times serious and yearning for someone nearby to rely on.
One thing that might get you down is the moon in a wide opposition with that Saturn, that could make you feel alone and down.
Saturn recently squared your ascendent, which puts restraints on you, as did the pluto square to ascendent that passed previously.
You have the capacity to look on the positive side of things, with moon squaring Jupiter and opposing Uranus.
Mercury and Jupiter both in pisces are very sensitive and impressionable, but also intuitive.
This quality is also reflected in the Venus/Neptune conjunction.
Jupiter is on the way, you'll find yourself much more buoyant. Check an ephemeris to see when it will be touching your planets and aspecting your ascendent.